Hi all,
Before I start, I should own up to the fact that I'm a man. I'm asking for advice on Mumsnet not because I'd like a 'feminine' point of view, but simply because I've always been impressed at the degree of empathy and level-headed advice offered here. Still, tell me to bugger off, if you like.
Anyway, as the subject header says, I'm currently in a promising relationship, which has lasted around 5 months thus far. She is a kind, generous and adventurous person with a determinedly cheerful outlook on life. We get on very well, and the sex is great.
The issue is this. She has twice told me she loves me, and insisted I don't have to say it back. The unfortunate thing is that I don't feel I can say it back. If you asked me today whether I was in love, I would have to say no. In all other respects, I think she is fantastic.
This also harks back to a relationship many years ago I was in which lasted for 6 years, and was very similar. A great person, loving and kind, but I wasn't in love. I wasn't honest about those feelings (a case of telling myself not to be ungrateful for what was otherwise a good situation), and it went on for far too long. Crucially, I've never regretted the decision to end it.
It's perhaps worth adding that I am someone who experiences depressive cycles, and as such, I have found that it warps my view of the world. It leads me to wonder whether I can trust what I feel at times.
Maybe it's not the same situation as that one. I am not looking for validation or an excuse to split up with her, far from it. I am kind of desperate for it to work, because I've been spectacularly unlucky in love over the last 5 years. I am very fond of this person, but am worried that anything less than love is a waste of everyone's time. Or perhaps I'm overthinking everything. It's all a bit exhausting.
Any thoughts, folks?
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Relationship going well, but love?
theotherjefflebowski · 26/11/2014 13:04
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