Until I told my therapist this at my last session, I'd never told another soul this.
Years ago my then bf forced himself on me. But towards the end of the ordeal, even though I was crying & hated what was happening, I started to feel some sexual pleasure.
I feel so ashamed of my body-how could it do that? How could it be rape when I got some physical pleasure?
I'm really struggling with this-my therapist said it does happen but honestly I feel like some kind of freak
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Please tell me I'm not alone (trigger warning) - feel betrayed by my body
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MyGhostIsFlummoxed · 23/11/2014 19:57
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