I split up with a guy i was seeing. I was only seeing him for a month but I really liked him and thought it was going somewhere. But somehow it just fell apart. And I was really looking forward to seeing him today but instead I'm sitting in drinking wine (not in the UK btw, it's evening here!) and eating crap food.
It never gets any easier for me, this relationship stuff.
Sympathy from me too. Now turn off that phone and stop torturing yourself! You will get over this. Just think you did manage to meet someone and have a nice time and you will have that experience again with someone else.
Don't beat yourself up and eat crap food and drink wine all you like for a little while. You are not alone and you need to be your own best friend. Be nice to yourself and when you feel ready brush your hair and get out and be nice to other people.
I know its easier said than done and I do have a lot of sympathy for you. Look after yourself x
That really sucks, that feeling Please don't contact him tonight after few drinks - you'll regret it tomorrow. Why don't you distract yourself with an online dating site? Just for tonight, to keep your mind off? see what's out there, it might be fun. X