I'm sure there have been threads about this but I'm struggling massively. I've also NC'd but have another thread. Pom bears, naive ham and so on.
We have several small children whom we both adore. We have had serious issues relating to bereavement, trust issues (no infidelity as far as I'm aware) job loss, you name it we've pretty much been there. He's been here throughout but it's not been enough in the sense all the practical things are done, I'm getting there taking into account health/disability issues on my part but I don't feel I've any emotional support. He gets very upset as he says he's trying his best but I've developed a horrible anxiety about lots of things. One being him leaving. Deep down I know he loves me but I'm constantly upset with him which he thinks isn't fair and mostly it's not but I am struggling so much that I can't even articulate how I feel.
He's away now and I feel absconded. I'm an adult ffs!!!
How do I stop being so sad at all the loss we've been through and how do I stop blaming him for not being able to 'make it all on'. I'm tired of being so fucking sad as I should be grateful for what I do have shouldn't I?
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Pacificrum · 10/11/2014 19:32
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