I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment but I just feel so shit and sad all the time. I live on my own with my little boy who has ASC, severe learning disabilities and an array of health problems. He's the best thing to ever happen to me. But I still feel really alone.
I have no family up here, my mum moved us about all over the UK chasing after men when we were kids and ended up staying where we are, near her family. But when DS was diagnosed with all his challenges they were all vile about him. So I don't talk to any of them anymore.
My dads family are ace, but all live miles away. They phone me once a week but it just isn't 'enough' if you know what I mean. I'd love to move to be closer to them but DSs dad is here and I don't want him to go through what I did when I was a child. I want him to have his dad near him.
I have a DP who I've been with a couple of years now but can only really see him once a week, we are rarely intimate as he's always really tired.
I have friends ish. But they all have children with disabilities and their own families so I don't see them often either.
I can't work because of the level of DSs needs so I'm just in the house or taking DS to places he likes.
You don't actually have to reply to this I just want a cry. I'm completely sick of life at the moment.
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I always feel so ridiculously alone.
Hurr1cane · 14/06/2014 19:47
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