I've been single about a year and a half after finally leaving an abusive relationship (thank you mumsnet) :-)
I have taken some time to investigate myself, had some counselling mainly trying to figure out why the heck I stuck with it so long... Came to the conclusion I am probably a people pleaser. Stemming from being told as a child that I'm selfish over and over (probably not all that unusual for a 12 year old) ? But I never really shook that, and tried ever since to never ever being selfish again. Missing the point that a certain amount of selfishness is probably healthy?
Anyway, I think I'm ready to be open to a relationship again, but don't want to go actively looking, but kinda see what happens (something else I have never been good at and wanting to explore more)
Sorry it's getting long.....
So at the moment what would suit me is a casual thing. Not fuck buddies as don't like to feel "just used for sex" but more a friends with extras.
Now I've met someone who, for various reasons, I couldn't ever see myself having a relationship with, but I like him, and I like his company but very happy to keep it casual. So is he. And he's happy with spending time without sex, which was also important to me...
Now I'm starting to have doubts if he's really single...
Morally I am very anti cheating and wouldn't want to participate in someone else cheating. But to know for sure I'd have to dig deeper if he told truth, and then it wouldn't really be casual anymore? And not sure I really want to go down that route (quizzing, checking etc)
How much is it my job to make sure I'm not party of someone cheating? Of course I could go the perfectly safe route and 1% doubt get out. But I might also end up totally overreacting if I'm wrong?
So, morally, how much of it is my responsibility?
As far as I'm concerned it suits me perfectly, and I am unsure if I'm over thinking this or if I am underthinking it?
Writing this probably means over? ....
Would appreciate some opinions.. I argue this with myself, but like playing chess with myself, I keep ending in stale mate....
:-)
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Casual thing - responsibility to not end up being an OW
BaggageNeatlyPackaged · 13/05/2014 20:48
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