I married him when I should have LTB.
Previously tried to leave, got hostel places booked, had threads on here supporting me to leave, but I got sucked back in and married him; whilst saying my vows I was internally screaming and the response in my head was "fuck no!", rather than "I do." Since the wedding, I can't bear even for him to touch me, when I haven't been able to get out of having sex I've felt like a prostitute- detatched and disgusted by it.
Am I ever going to be able to leave, or will I just spend the rest of my life wishing I could somehow escape him?
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JaneElliot · 14/03/2014 22:23
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