the good old days? And just wonder how and when exactly it all turned to shit?
I have posted on here a few weeks back about my crap relationship but the specifics are not really relevant to this other than after almost 20 years its shit and probably over if I grow a backbone and sort my life out. I have been pondering alot in the past few weeks about where and when it wrong.
I cant remember the day. The week. The month or even the year that it stopped being fun and I stopped feeling totally loved up content and happy.
In the past few weeks I have found myself remembering happy things from years back. Really random everyday events, Not special occassions you would expect to remember but just things like pushing the pram around the village on a summers evening hoping to get DD (now 15) off to sleep and feeling happy and excited for future. Sitting on our local beach just chatting and laughing and nearly getting caught out by the tide. Our first ever Asda shop just after we moved in together. Choosing paint for the kitchen in Homebase.
We had so many plans. We were so happy. We were so in love. I loved him to the end of the world and back.
Somewhere someday during the past X years that went and I dont think I even realised tbh.
Just feeling really sad and reflective. I suppose this is just another stage of dealing with the fall out of a long term relationship going to the dogs.
Anyone else get weird flashbacks like this? Sometimes I think them up but weirdly they just come into my head when I am dishing up tea or driving to college etc. It is stuff that I dont think I have thought of for 10years plus.
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