I am in my mid-thirties. My slightly younger (and only) sibling and I have always had a difficult relationship, but this blew up into an almighty row prior to the birth of our first children (separated by only a few months).
There began an extended period of estrangement - I did not meet my nephew until he was four. Since then, relations between us have varied from tolerable to barely civil. Right now, we ignore each other when we meet, which thankfully is not often as I live several hours from my mother so only see my sister when I am visiting there.
I acknowledge that I have behaved badly at various points over the years. I feel more sinned against than sinning, but I am aware that she feels similarly.
I dislike her - I do not want to be her best friend, nor anything approaching this. I do, however, want to stop the cold war that is now dragging into its seventh year. My reasons for this are: I feel embarrassed that I am Not Talking To someone, like a spoiled child; the situation is painful for my mother; it would be easier and more pleasant for everyone if there was civility.
Do you have any practical advice for achieving this? I am aware that I must sound deeply immature and lacking in social skills. In my defense, in other parts of my life I have warm, empathetic and healthy relationships. I really don't know how to behave like the adult I am in this situation as my feelings are so raw and ancient patterns of behaviour are so hard to break.
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Mending a deeply fractured relationship with a sibling?
Avienus · 08/12/2013 18:01
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