I wrote a post last night saying I thought my marriage was over...
Today has been really hard. I've had to see him a lot and he wants to try and "keep things normal" for our two year old DD, but I just don't know how.
Yesterday he said he wanted space...today he said he's told his Mum we've split up. He's staying in the area until monday apparently, and I'm just so confused. It feels like he's being overdramatic because he seems to think we should be able to exist around each other and be civil when all I want to do is cry and hide and just not be here any more. How can he expect that of me? If it's really over, how am I supposed to just get on with it and be OK so quickly? It's not fucking fair. I've been a mess all day and I haven't been able to get to the doctors to get my anti-depressants as my prescription has run out. He said to me this evening if I don't get to the doctors tomorrow he doesn't feel right leaving DD with me...how can he be so bloody harsh?! My head is all over the place what the fuck does he expect! I know I have to pull myself together but I can't and now he's trying to imply I can't care for our daughter because of a state HE'S put me in.
I'm going to the doctors, that's not the point...I just can't believe the man I've loved for 6 years...and still love...could kick me when I'm down like that.
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ScarletLady02 · 02/10/2013 21:13
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