Hi
I split with my ExP earlier on this year. We have a 3 year old DS who lives with me though he stays at his dads 2 nights a week.
He cheated on me and dumped me. I was and still am devastated.
I moved house to be nearer my family and 1 month after my move my mum suddenly passed away.
I have been struggling to say the least. My ExP has been supportive and we were friendly and things were getting better for me despite the utter loneliness.
Last weekend however i found out he has been seeing someone new and i am struggling to deal with it. I absolutely cannot stop thinking about him. My heart feels broken all over again.
Deep down i guess i always hoped to get back together even though he treated me like shit and verbally abused me. One comment from last summer stills haunts me when he said 'fuck off and have a heart attack and die you fat cunt' - charming eh?
I KNOW i am better off without him and in time hopefully will meet someone new.
What I can't seem to do though is to stop constantly thinking about him, our past and the loss of my family unit.
I never wanted my DS to come from a broken home as I did and had a shit relationship with my DF.
We have been doing things as a family including a recent weekend to Peppa Pig World for our DS. I am trying not to contact him since I found out about his new GF as he basically doesn't give a shit about me but when and how does my heart heal when i have to see him twice a week?
Any tips out there?
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4 months in and struggling again
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PesothePenguin · 24/09/2013 20:03
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