I have no ideb where to start sorting out the shit heap that is my life.
I cant make a decision to save my life. When i do, i cant stick to it.
I think im depressed, i dont even know that.
I have madd an app with my doctor for thurs to discuss this.
All that has gone wrong in my life is catching up with me.
My horrendous childhood, my shit parents. My brother attempted sex with me when i was 14.
At the end of may i went out for a drink and i got a taxi home. Woke up in the morning without a stitch on. I have very little memory of what happened.
When i go to doc on thursday im gonna tell him i need help or im gonna throw my phone in the cnal and go missing.
I just dont know where to start.
Im a cunt to everyone around. What comes out of my mouth is shocking.
To top it off i am stuck in a marriageh want out of.
I hate my life. I hate it.
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Blondeorbrunette · 16/09/2013 13:52
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