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He's ended it and I'm broken(44 Posts)
Sorry I know this is my second thread in days
Me and my OH together 6 years and have a baby DD. we've been having problems for the last 6/7m. Mainly because I don't get along with his mother. This has caused huge problems for us and we had time apart and all that but now he's ended it.
I'm devastated. He don't talk about it. Just said its over I'm done. I can't stop crying, I can't eat. I love him and want to make us work but he said he can't see how.
How do I get over this? Anyone to hand hold?
Hi OP, are you ok? Hope you are holding up. Remember we are here for you if you need us.
OP, I am so sorry for you being put in this awful situation. Please realise that it is not your fault and that you have done exactly the right thing by protecting your child from a MIL who would treat them badly.
I know it hurts when it feels like you are leaving the 'love of your life'. I have been there and it felt like I would never recover. But you do recover and things are so much better once that person no longer has a hold over you. You often don't realise how bad things were until you are out of the situation.
Once you are free of this crazy woman's bizarre ideas and her enabling, pathetic son, you will see clearly what a bad situation you were in before and be so glad that you have removed yourself and your child from a situation that would only have got worse over time.
If I can give you one piece of advice it would be to remember during any conversations with him/moments of weakness when alone that a) you are a valuable individual in your own right and if your 'D'H doesn't place you (and DD) highest in his priorities then he does not deserve you, and b) you are in the right in this situation no matter what he or any of his family members say.
I think if you remember these facts then you will make the right decisions when dealing with him.
Hey, it's going to hurt for a while but you will be fine, in a few weeks you will start looking at the bright side and realise that you were in an untenable position.
He is leaving you for his mum with a small child, that guy is not worth wasting your life to his side.
I know that one of the main worries is how you are going to survive financially, I know it hurts but make an appointment to talk to the lone parent advisor at the job centre ASAP. You will get some support that can help you through. Once you know you will be able to survive financially you will find it easier to cope with other more emotional parts of the break up.
Cry as much as you want for a few days but don't destroy your life feeling pity for yourself. Try to pull yourself together for your child sake as soon as you can.
OP dont trade your dignity and DD's well being for a weak mummas boy.
I know that it hurts, i felt the same way.
My ex left me when my DD was 22 months old, for a while i was desperate to have him back, but as months past, he wanted to come back, and i said no.
You wanna know why i said no, because im worth more than being someones second best, i dont love him anymore, and we get quite well, im happy, DD is happy, happy parents, and happy days for her.
I just can't imagine my life without him. I love him, I want the future we had planned, I want Christmases together not spliting my DD up and on birthdays sharing the day. It will kill me
OP, what your feeling now wont last, its just an initial shock, when my partner left, i felt like someone was sitting on my chest, but it goes away, as you get used to thing.
But stay strong, dont let him railroad you, you deserve so much more than to be so far down on the pecking order, tell him what you want and if he cant do that, then the only thing to do is seperate.
Trust me, being alone is so much better than being second in line and having your feelings shat open.
It doesn't feel like that. I just can't get my head around how this is all being blamed on me and how he is so blind. We're ment to be talking tonight so I'm nervous
OP. He's a Jedi level gitwizard. What seems like a disaster now will be a lucky escape in a few months. Hang in there. You haven't fucked this up. He has and when his mum is nagging him to pick up his pants from the room of the spare room he'll end up living in like a loser, hopefully he'll come to reflect on how lucky he was.
It's telling that he has absolutely no belief that his mother should show respect for you. He expects you to just meekly take whatever crap his mother hands out, which relegates you to second class citizen in your own family. You are absolutely right to refuse to accept that and he is utterly childlike in seeing his Mummy as the queen of the universe.
If my son grows up and prioritises me over his wife/gf and children, I will have failed. That's not maturity and not a properly separated, adult way to behave. The fact his mother seems to want her son infantilised is a shocking indictment of her parenting, tbh.
He is trying to bully you to accept a situation that makes life easier for him. As for respect, it's earned, not implied. He doesn't seem to have much respect for you or your feelings, I'm afraid.
There's alot that's happened between me and his mum ALOT! He thinks that I should just ignore it and not accept and apology because its his mum and I should have respect.
You and your baby are way below his mum on his list of priorities. You know that you couldn't have lived like that long term and it was utterly wrong. He is a weak man, who is still hanging onto his mum as number one woman in his life. And when you wanted to discuss it and find a way forward, instead of growing up, looking at reality, having proper go at making things work, he sides with his mum. He will do that forever.
Believe us, you are better off emotionally without him.
Be strong. Don't let him(or her) bully you. Find a family law solicitor and ask for a free half hour - most will do it. Don't back down. He is waiting for you to plead with him to come back; he is waiting until you are desperate enough to agree to anything, and then he will tell you that he will go on with you as a big favour, on condition that you do X Y and Z. Don't do it.
I saw your other thread, too. I echo what Ledkr says.
Feels shit right now, I know (believe me, I do). But it WILL get better, I promise. Keep posting and drawing on the wisdom of MN.
Ok, I have seen the other thread.
Good luck. I would not fight for a man who puts his mum first and is so blinkered.
I only scanned the other thread. The not handing back was terrible but I'd have just wrestled her back.
Poor you. It must be a shock.
You say your dd is a baby. And you have been having problems for 6/7 months. Did the problems with his mum start after your dd was born?
You say you are a sahm and have no income. Are you on maternity leave? Do you have a job to go back to or have you lived off your oh the last 6 years?
Wips MIL has done things to her DD that is bordering abusive, thats why she cant drop it.
You seem to have reacted very strongly to what is mum was doing / saying. If you want to save your relationship could you not just let it flow over you a bit more?
Or is here more to it? Are you in a position to return to work? Are you on mat leave?
Maybe a taste of xmas with your DD around might give him a shot of what hes missing.
You say he's ended it because you can't get in with his family and he won't have a family Xmas... But YOU and your DC are his family now too!
A man that us prepared to do this to you without even trying isn't worth it... He should be supporting you and protecting you from your MIL, not putting her first...
Im so sorry OP, i know you wanted to make it work, but he was in a fantasy land, and obviously not very mature.
The hurt will pass eventually, it will turn to anger, but try and control it, you'll be fine and so will DD.
Hes made a huge mistake in leaving you, and hes gonna find his life very lonely and sad now you and your DD arent around.
Please dont let him emotionally blackmail you into brushing incidents under the carpet for your relationship sake.
He made this choice, he can deal with the fall out.
Mice, it is a chicken and egg question. Some devastadting things can happen (like this one) when a relationship is eroded by an overpowering MIL and an unsatisfactory husband who doesn't keep her at bay.
It is not true that there should be something deeper or more devastating lurking in the relationship.
OP is sad today, but I'm sure there have been regular times when she felt hurt, afronted, offended and diminished by her MIL and the lack of protection from her husband. That wouldn't have her being a full of joy welcoming smiley woman (and to be honest I wouldn't blame her at all!)
I've just read parts of your other post OP,
I feel you have both fallen victim to the pressures of a child entering your lives and perhaps a combination of exhaustion, resentment at his lack of presence or support during the early tough months has found voice in this battle with MIL
I've known so many couples fall at this hurdle - I call them the first baby battles- some hobble on but ultimately the damage and resentment that builds during this phase is too much for some to cope with.
I'm sorry this has happened to you.
I think you really need to dig deep and find out where this stems from. for your DC's sake - you will have an ex that has contact of one form or another and sadly his MIL through him. So realise that the DC control thing is not the real problem here. this is deeper-
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