If anyone knows me please dont out me. To frightened to use old MN name.
It has been a wonderful few months or should I say nearly a year of peace. No trouble at all since 2012.
I had made plans with help info from here. My main goal to move to be free from any more threats to my and dc life.
Told by mortgage advisor I do not earn enough. They asked did I get maintanence as this counted as wages!
As I dont I thought I would apply as ex doesnt live in UK. I was 100% sure CSA would just say ex moved abroad and close case. I have not heard back from CSA mind you so this could be the outcome. This was 2 weeks ago.
Anyway my senses have gone in overdrive last few days and cant sleep. I decided to check ex blog and low and behold! The title refers to me. His NN for me since we split. The most freaky thing was ( so not even the demonic voice put on) was a weird american sounding childs voice (possible digital enhanced?) of child referring to ex using the nickname I had for ex when we were together (many many years ago).
ex names a night of an attack, but it refers to via FB?
Now thing is if I go to the police they will lock ME up thinking I am nuts!
Welcome to Gas Lighting Infurno
Any tips/slaps/hugs welcome as my PTSD has returned 10 fold! But hoping the hypervigilence will keep me awake\alive
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