Namechanger...
DH and I are on a temporary break after some marital problems. So as not to drip feed I love him but I am not in love anymore he has had a real problem showing affection and has rejected me sexually for 3 years now so at my request we are spending some time apart this summer to re-evaluate the future. We have a little girl and this is really the reason for our need to work at the marriage. I am just so confused.
Anyway, I do an activity and got to know a guy there who over the weeks payed me loads of compliments and attention. Like a fool I let myself be swept up in all the attention and ended up in bed with him which was absolutely amazing and to my huge surprise I started to have really strong feelings for him. The next week he writes me a TEXT stating he can't handle the situation. That I am married and he may be the cause of anything happening to my family. He wanted to stop it now before it go too far and we developed feelings for one another. He thinks I am beautiful and if I were single he would be with me...blah fucking blah..
He is young and quite inexperienced in relationships.
It would never have "worked" logically but I am still in total shock and just can't stop thinking about him, about what happened. I am sobbing and daydreaming and so confused about what to do with my life, my marriage. I feel like I have reached a point of no going back somehow. To have had a moment of such passion and then to be dropped like this has stirred up such awful feelings within me.
I will see him again when the activity starts up again in Sept/ I don't want to drop the activity as it is a huge part of my life now but I feel like when I see him I will fall to pieces. It just helps to write it down I don't know what anyone can say to help to be honest. I am a mess.
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I can't get over this guy...I am such an idiot.
ThisIsaLoooow · 17/08/2013 19:54
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