My dh absolutely loves his job which I know is a good thing - he didn't like his previous job and I know that having a job you don't enjoy can get you down. I just think he enjoys it 'too much' and derives all his satisfaction from knowing he is highly thought of at work and is indispensable. But work seems to be the only thing that's important. In this past week he has not even asked me about stuff that has been going on with me and dd, eg my antenatal appts, ds's parents evening, a meeting I had at work to discuss pay review. It's like because he is so busy and so important (and earns more than me) he is entitled to just forget everything that is happening with me and dd. the other thing is he spends much longer at work than he needs to. He could drive 15 mins to work but instead gets the bus which takes ages and so has to leave early. Needless to say e often doesn't see dd during the week. When I mention that he is giving too much to work (if you answer your blackberry within second every time and are never 'off' then of course your colleagues are going to take you for granted!) he gets really aggressive and accuses me of bullying him. In fact his whole argument whenever I mention about him needing a break, forgetting to eat lunch, not having his dinner until 11pm when he gets in is that I am the problem, I am bullying him, he gets treated so much better as work as he has everyone's respect etc.
I just never saw this coming (we have been together 11 years). I suppose even at uni he worked very hard. I can't help thinking its an ego thing though - he lows feeling important and I guess that me and dd don't make him feel as important as his job does.
We recently moved and stayed within London one o the reasons for me being that with his hours I wanted to lie reasonably close to his work as if he was commuting 1.5 hrs to somewhere nice a bit more rural i would see him even less. But now I think maybe we should have just moved out of London and got a nicer house somewhere pretty and then he would have more incentive to come back home as it would be more of a retreat? Though I think I need to realise that it's me that is stopping him coming home don't I? I am not enough of a draw?
Sorry for the rant but I think that maybe I just needed to write it down to see what is staring me in the face!
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yummymumtobe · 16/06/2013 08:52
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