I have been married 11 years and have 3 children (all under 16).
My problem is my husband. He is extremely possessive and often aggressive and volatile with his moods. He acts very much like a spoilt child and just expects that we should all give into his wants on demand. He hasn't worked (regularly) for 5 years and we rely mainly on my income. He plays golf at least twice a week (and occasionally teaches which is where he makes some income) but his costs far outweigh his income from it. Otherwise he will sleep in while I get the kids up and ready for school, he does very very little around the house (may empty the dishwasher now and then but that's it) and although it's unspoken, he expects me to do everything for the kids because he simply does nothing. Recently my son started football training and he's now complaining because he has to stand for an hour once a week and watch him train. He doesn't do the weekend matches as he's playing golf.
In our early days together I would argue with him but have realised that over the years I have become very complacent with him. I would go as far as to say that sometimes I am really scared. Although he hasn't hit me he has said things like if he found out I was having an affair (no chance because he takes me everywhere I need to go so have no time on my own except work which is all female anyway) that he would take the kids and I'd never see them. He knows my kids are my life.
I really really want to get out of this relationship. I feel like I have lost all what I once was. I have no self esteem, am on anti depressants (for the past 6 years). Over the years he has gradually kept me away from friends so I now have no close friends, only acquaintances (other mums at school mainly) but no-one I can confide in (hence the anonymous post here)
We live in a rented HA house and I know because we have a joint tenancy I have no right to ask him to leave. He has already told me anyway that he wouldn't leave and because there has been no physical violence I have no grounds to get him removed from the tenancy or evicted.
Would I be able to go into a women's refuge? I have read through the womens aid website but not sure if they would consider me at risk because there is no actual violence.
If anyone has any advice or could point me in a direction that could give advice or suggestions I would be really grateful. Thank you
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NeedToGetOut · 10/06/2013 09:21
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