H left a month ago and I have good days and bad days. The dc are doing ok and they see him twice a week and for an afternoon every weekend. He is currently living at his mums so no overnights as no space until he gets his own place.
It was totally his decision to leave and he is totally following the script! He says there is noone else, I don't believe him but have no proof to say there is.
We are now at the shit bit the car and his work van is getting sold so that we can have 2 cheaper cars and he can clear some debt as he can't currently afford to rent anywhere.
I am feeling really sad tonight and i think it is finally sinking in that he really has gone. He has deleted 40 of our mutual friends off of fb and removed that he is married to me. I don't go on there that much only to keep in touch with relatives overseas.
I hate going to bed the bed seems huge i really want to text him and tell him how much i love him and miss him.
So please hold my hand and tell me it will be ok
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feeling really sad, please just give me a kick up the arse and tell me i will be ok.
2anddone · 19/05/2013 23:14
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