So why cant i let go, (not in the stalker sense). We have a dd together so cant cut all contact. We dont live together and never have. Hes an arse total and utter arse. Hes emotinally abusive and has been shoved me and grabbed me at times also smashed up my stuff. Dd witnessed the latest incident. I have no friends or family so no one in rl to turn to. I am stuck at home allday everyday i have realy bad depression but im too scared to do anything about it (fears of loosing my dcs). I am a shadow of my former self i no longer take pride in my apperance or my home, im not being the best mum i can be. I had some rubbish news this week and he hasnt been here to support me. Hes not been in contact for a week now which has been a relief but if he phones i would just take him back just like that. I dont think i love him anymore and i no hes no good and that my home is settled and calm without him. Its like im punishing myself.
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