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AIBU re two hours off?(165 Posts)
I had a terrible time with PND since ds was born. He's now nearly two and I'd arranged some counselling sessions via GP.
DH came home to look after ds so I could go . I said I'd be gone 1800-2000 with traveling time. Ds had been fine all day and turned phone on silent when I arrived at session.
After my hr was up, I checked my phone.....10 missed calls and horrible texts from DH " if you can be bothered to answer..your son
our son is being sick. You need to get home now.
I called as soon as I could and he went nuclear saying I need to get back o start cleaning up!
Arrived home, ds was fine. Vomit everywhere, pile of washing dumped on landing ' for me to do'
AIBU to have gone.....? Ds was honestly fine before and after I got home. He made me feel so guilty for going. It wasn't like I was clubbing!
I agree that this is nasty manipulation and the financial abuse is another red flag. I am another who sufered severe depression twice in my life and both times coincided with when I was with controlling abusive partners.
My DH is a Dr. A lovely lovely man who wouldn't dream of acting how your cocklodger (despite working and earning a high salary) DH is.
You are being treated in an awful way. Your son isn't being cared for by his father the way he should be.
Are you European? Asian? Is there some cultural expectation he has that you're meant to do all childcare?
I agree with other posters that you have big problems here with your H, and that maybe the scales are starting to fall from your eyes.
Message withdrawn at poster's request.
I think you would find that the root cause of your depression is actually your abusive deadweight of a H.
There's all sorts of abuse going on here, you do realise this?.
What do you get out of this relationship now Happydotcom, what keeps you within this?. The need for your child to have a Dad, he's no decent role model for your son is he?.
I agree you dont need a counsellor for your depression, you need a lawyer! Your depression will most likely lift when you are on your own with your ds!
Look into what sort of benefits or financial help you will be eligible for.
Also, if you divorce, your husbands money will become available to you, so you might be better off financially if you leave!
What else do you pay for out of your own salary that should be part of joint family expenses?
I did leave early 2100hrs as couldn't bear the thought of ds being distressed and no one comforting him.
So what you are telling us is that you don't expect your DH to look after his ds well but on the contrary to be abusive to him.....
And all nursery fees have top come out of your account... Of course because he doesn't benefit from them, only you so it has to be your responsibility won't it. The fact he can work in whatever way he wants has nothing to do with nursery/you looking after your ds etc...
Sending you lots of support for your exit ((Huggs))
Good point re the fact your DH WILL have to pay some maintenance, which will be a nice amount thanks to him being a doctor (At least here is a good point!)
I take it you aren't a doctor as well? Does he think that your job is somehow less important or come from a culture where he has v old-fashioned views about women's roles? Does he think he's more intelligent than you and look down on you? If so, these are all major red flags (and not normal behaviour of a male doctor in the UK)
I am a doctor and wouldn't know the first thing about looking after a sick child but if it was mine I'd give it a go and not send abusive texts to my other half! I'd also know you'd have your phone switched off in counselling.
The fact he's talked about you leaving makes it clear he knows he treats you badly. After 2 years, this isn't PND anymore- I'd lay money on your depression lifting if he treated you like a normal man would. However I expect that isn't going to happen anytime soon - please get working on the exit plan.
PS for those getting excited about his salary, please don't believe everything you've read in the Daily Fail. He won't be on anything near £100K if he's in research - more like somewhere between £30-40K.
Kundry....I'm a nurse, a part time one. Yes, he's on around 33 k . He pays the mortgage , bills etc.
Thank you for the links
I haven't a bloody clue where to start.....
OMG - I am assuming if your "D"H had gone out for counselling you wouldn't have called him to come back to clear up after the vomit. Awful behavior - whether or not he is a doctor. Suggest relationship counselling?
Not ever a good idea to go to relationship counselling together when one is an abuser. Better for Happy to go alone.
Do you actually know how much he earns? It's ridiculous that you can't have a tumble dryer - what would happen if you told him you wanted one?
How much do you have left after you've paid nursery fees - £200? Are you expected to buy things for the family with that?
Honestly, OP, he sounds really, really awful. He sabotaged your counselling session. He left vomit covered things waiting for you to deal with. He is an arrogant shit.
Happy, you have had all the advice you need on this thread. But I recognise that feeling of "I don't know where to start" (regarding the links sent)
The place to start is to recognise you are eating an elephant. Even an elephant's limbs are HUGE.
So how do you do that? IN BITE SIZES!
Do you think you can continue with your counselling to get your head into a better space. Once you feel more in control of your own life, you will be able to make decisions.
I do accept that not everyone is good at dealing with vomit and poo (males and females alike) but to not even attempt to deal is a childish and controlling reaction. I have a 13 year old nephew who comes to stay with me often and loves to walk my dog on his own, but he won't pick up poo. I get "Poo alert" text messages and I have to run to where he is with plastic bags! He is going to be another 'entitled male' and I see that!
Heavens above, you weren't even out 'enjoying yourself' for 2 hours - you were accessing medical support (which is what counselling is). Does your husband expect HIS research patients to have their phone switched on? Does he accept that they may be 'called back home' as soon as they have sat down for their appointment? How would he feel about a partner who wasted his VALUABLE APPOINTMENT TIME?
sadwidow makes an excellent point as there is nothing that annoys a doctor more than someone talking on their mobile during an appointment!
Take it in very small steps - if you need to, just focus on going to your counselling for now.
Can you get a copy of the Lundy Bancroft book without your DH knowing?
Even if you don't want to leave right now, get yourself informed about what your rights are by going to CAB or having a free half hour with a solicitor. It sounds like your DH pretends to be in charge and know better than you so your first step is to know what you would be entitled to and what your rights are.
Thinking of you.
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