So, here I go, this is very difficult for me as it must be for many of you that have managed to share.
So, on the surface I should be happy: caring husband, three happy, kind, loving teenagers, good life style, good at job, friends that care.
However I am regularly using a drug to suppress my feelings.
I don't think that I'm addicted as I can stop easily and for long periods. But when I do I feel numb inside, my husband becomes dull, I get anxious about children and their achievements. I walk around like a zombie with nothing to say, either disinterested or full of furry.
No one knows this, not my kind, caring dh, not my close friends that I've had since I was 15.
I am living a very successful lie, I know I shouldn't be, how do I stop.
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Please help, this was hard for me
Lifeofpoo · 11/04/2013 12:31
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