Some of you may remember me from the original thread. Sorry if am withering on, I just need to get this out.
I was with P for 18 months, house together etc, work for same organisation, so called happy. Sadly for me after 6 months he started putting me doing, being aggressive and it eventually manifested itself into physical violence.
We ended 2 days after Christmas 2012, I confessed all to my parents. In reality I left but he asked me to go.
The first thing he did was delete me, my family and friends off Facebook- priorities !!! I was pretty shocked and humiliated.
I'd felt uncomfortable for some time about him messaging a friends sister and it turns out my feelings and instinct were not in vain. My friend told me last night a mere few days later on New Year's Eve , he was flirting outrageously with her. Alas.
Should point out been no contact since very early January, and only bashed into him once.
Anyway, the point of this is.. Last night , on Facebook (I don't have it anymore) my friend took me aside and told me there's a new girlfriend. I am upset. Although I do now he can't hurt me anymore...
I struggle daily as we pass each other in the car, I struggle as my life was a lie, my P was not who I believed he was.
Am struggling right now in the knowledge of this that nothing of our relationship in my eyes meant all that much to him for him to behave this way , even now. And that it still hurts like hell.
For all he did to me, I fear I still love the person who I thought I woke up next to every day
Please help!
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Chaoscarriesonagain · 07/04/2013 13:23
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