I have a thread here about the notes I found on my mums calendar about me, but I spoke to her tonight about it, and would really love some help with how I should be feeling and what it all means.
We were driving home from somewhere and I said that I knew what she had written about me in her phone. She knew what I meant immediately, and started shouting saying I had no right to read her private thoughts.
I agreed, and said that she was right, I had been out of order, but that now I knew how she felt about me and DS. She said that I had no idea how hard it was to parent a difficult child (meaning me) and that sometimes I was horrible. She said, she supposed I was now going to tell my best friend and therapist about this and then said "oh well done, now you have another weapon to use against me"
I basically kept quiet, other than my initial statement saying I knew, and that her reaction was interesting I said nothing..... and now I'm sat here feeling really detached but sad.
I don't really know what to make of this, she didn't deny how she felt - she said it was my fault because of the way I am. There is no coming back from this is there?
Sorry if this is all disjointed, I'm feeling a bit disjointed inside!
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"What do I do with this new info?" please could someone help me work out these reactions?
whatafuckingmess · 06/04/2013 18:50
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