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I don't no how to fix us anymore :((257 Posts)
I'm probably hard to live with at times, two children in two years has worn me down a bit.
I don't have much time to give him (husband) more attention that he asks for.
I make him angry because I'm not earning money as on maternity leave besides he says I can't go back to work unless I work nights. He finds the children hard work. He is very stressed due to money.
I can't seem to keep on top of the housework very well these days. Having his t ready on time is getting harder too.
He shouts lots tells me daily that I can't do anything right, I'm an fkin idot,thick and I should not talk. I think I've just let things get really bad, he's really scared me a few times so I normally pop my head down and get on. Sometimes I shout back but I'm never right.
Then there's lovely normal times where the amazing calm man I married is. He's a good dad, nice person and gets on with ppl.
I don't no how to fix us any ideas?
Just when I start to feel sorry for him I read this again.
Thanks so much for all advice
Still apart never going back
It's tough but not as tough as living with him.
Thanks mad bra lady.
No he's living in a nice place rent free!
Don't no what happens now really. Just try and find somewhere to live I guess. My landlord can't just evict us can he?
Any advice on how to explain it to dc? It's hard having him cry for him all the time
Hi Twinkle, I'm so pleased you're feeling the difference already! Did he find a flat and go?
If you haven't done it already, make an appointment with your local CAB (search box on right). They will take you through what happens with regards benefits/tax credits etc.
Have you seen WA again? They are probably best placed to point you towards local solicitors etc for getting a settlement drawn up.
Need to start a new thread now were separated, what I do now.
One things for sure the pressure of him not being here is lovely. Calm atmosphere not use to it
I think that the next time he scares you, you should just call the police. intimidation is emotional abuse.
Every Friday he drives my ds in the morning. He drinks lots the night before and point blank refuses to let me drive. He also insists he's not over the limit anymore. I'm not so sure. How would I find out? It's very differcult as he won't listen to me. He will just storm out with my ds. He will scare me.what can I do? Thought about calling the police but if he found out he would be so angry and I'm scared of what he would do.
Been talking to wa and am meeting up with them again. I can't stand him he will never change. He says he will leave for good once he's found a flat. Don't think I can wait that long. Can't wait for him to go.
Wouldn't have a clue about money
Don't no what he earns, how much bills are etc.
I never ask for money unless I really need something for dc or need petrol for anything to do with dc. Hate asking for anything. He always says he doesn't have enough money to support us. I often have to ask others for money on his behalf. He puts lots of pressure on me. Don't have access to accounts other then my own. I get the cb in my account.
Oh well, if you can't find them, you can't. And yes, he would be angry if he knew you were looking, but then he gets angry at most things doesn't he?
In a 'normal' (ie, non-abusive) relationship both people usually know the financial details of the household, even iwhen they're not the one earning. It is household money, for the family. Do you have any input into what money is spent on and how much? Do you have access to the bank account? Or do you have to ask him when you need money?
I was probably jumping the gun a bit anyway, and assuming you would be separating officially. He has to pay maintenance, so having bank statements is quite useful as many non-residents parents lie when it comes to sorting out financial stuff on separation.
Ok will do, bank statements wouldn't have a clue where to look. He would go mad at me if he found out. How come I need them?
I wouldn't get the tenancy he works and pays it I don't. He has the money I don't
He is truly shocking.
He can go to wherever it is he goes during the week, but it's not your problem where he goes.
Have you checked how much you're entitled to claim on HB, etc? You may find that with the CSA and other payments/discounts you have enough money to manage without him perfectly well.
Would your landlord change the tenancy into your name?
For the moment, use the time to gather important documents - passports, driving licence, etc - but especially bank statements and especially his, and take copies. Keep it all in a safe place. You will find it really useful in the future.
Look after yourself and then you can continue to look after ds. Be careful.
He has no where to go, he pays rent.
Don't have energy to disagree tonight. Im always wrong anyway.
I'm ok, use to it, upstairs dc with me I won't sleep. Can normally stay awake all night when he is like it. He's ok at the mo. I will call police if he starts can't stand him. He couldn't give me some money towards nappies but can spend the same amount on alcohol.
If he's drinking to night, are you safe? Please keep your phone with you all the time, even when you go to the loo, and if he starts just phone 999. Intimidating, threatening, all that stuff is abuse and the police can remove him. Particularly if it's in front of children but also if there are children in the house, even if they're asleep.
Get him out of there Twinkle...no drinking, no cosy family [
pretending everything is ok. It's not, he's not and you are not. The only way he will believe what you say is if he really thinks he's lost you...just now he's got his foot so far in the door he's practically 9and actually sitting at your table). Come on girl. you've gone half way. Do the rest. It truly will be easier in the end.
Oh and I'm controlling him by saying I don't want him to drink at weekends. I think he may have even said that to sw!
Yeah I am sure there say its ok or it's me not him It's him alright, can't stand him here. Asked him, pleaded with him not to drink no chance out comes the case. Like most of you said. Normally I would think well were had a nice family afternoon good of him to give up his time. But nope now I'm thinking so u should give up your time for our dc. Also I've said I don't want him to drink because I'm scared of him & he will be hungover and horrid tomorrow morn! Drink in the week when were not around but he can't because he can't handle his job on a hangover! Bulls to us! He's making me angry I don't normally get angry.
twinkle you have made great strides and have been very brave.
Please realise that you can't fix him therefore you can't have a normal relationship with him.
Get all the help you can and remember why you asked him to go, they were very good reasons.
Don't let down your guard, there will be times when you feel very lonely, there will be times when you feel very tired, there will be times when you just want him back. Try not to give in because it will get worse and be harder to get him out next time. His expectations of a relationship all revolve around him, his wants, his desires his needs. Read some of the threads about good relationships on here...you will see what you SHOULD have, and could have maybe in the future.
well done, well done. I know it is hard.
Well done, Twinkle. It's a huge step when your eyes open and you can see the hollowness and twisted logic in what an abuser says and not get sucked in by it.
More counselling sounds like a good idea. I think you need as much rl support as you can get. Posting here is good, many people find it really helpful and I hope you do too, but nothing beats real life! If you have support here and in rl you will never look back!
Why do you think you need to wait for SS report? Do you need rl validation? The woman from WA will give you that; also the counsellor. Do you think that some little part of you is hoping that SS will say it's all OK? It's normal to want to maintain the staus quo, but it isn't always healthy to do so.
I'm not getting at you, just think that you might find it helpful to ask yourself those questions. You don't have to answer me, but be as honest with yourself as you can.
Keep it up, Twinkle. You are doing really well, being very strong.
In my head I'm waiting for the ss report I think. I think then I may ask for some help.
One things for sure I understand how hurting me however small is not right. It won't happen again ever, I asked him if it made him feel good blackmailing me. He said its because he loves me & wants me. Didn't suck me in this time.
He's back for weekend, it's fine.
We did this last weekend too, spent it out & about with the dc.
We have been thinking about this for a while. Spending weekends together for the dc but not weekdays.
I've had counselling before that's who he thinks made the complaint to ss.
I thought about asking for some again.
Good, well done.
I'm sorry, but how can any decent man "not realise" that blackmailing and threatening someone into having sex is upsetting? I mean, really? In fact, it is rape. Perhaps it's time he "realised" that at least. You can report him for it.
He's lying to you.
You have been horribly bullied, abused for a long time, you poor love.
What sort of support do you have in rl? Are you still talking to WA? Can you get onto a Freedom Programme, or at least some NHS counselling? Perhaps if you went to your gp, told what has been going on and ask for some counselling? I think you definitely need help in rl, firstly for the initial period of him being elsewhere, and secondly to help you set good boundaries, so that you don't ever wind up being treated like this again and to ensure your children are protected too.
He will probably try to crawl back in soon. He won't have done anything like looking at counselling, but he will happily lie to you about it. He will make lots of lovely promises, but he won't keep them. He will try to make you feel guilty - how much he misses the children (the ones he can't quite manage to look after), how much he luuuuuuurves you, how he understands what he did wrong (getting caught?) and so on.
Don't listen to a word of it. Don't let him in the house. Don't answer his phone calls or texts. If he turns up, call the police. Seriously. He will be more dangerous now.
Protect your children and protect yourself.
He's not staying with us for a while.
Yeah he said he didn't realise how it upset me & I felt like I had too.
Always before he was having a night out so he wouldn't cheat
Also if he had a headances he would say that's the only cure so anytime day/night whenever he had one. The headances thing was a few yes back used that reason for at least a yr. I'm looking back at things now & thinking if that was normal.
Good God no! Absolutely not. That would be utterly disgraceful; if dh were to even hint he were thinking like that, I'd tell him to leave, and go straight down to a solicitor. No one would blame me, either.
Is that something else this little shit does?
When you say "We're apart", do you mean you are no longer with him, no longer in the same house?
I hope you're OK.
But I also want to cheer!
No, good God no! No, my DH does NOT blackmail me into having sex with him.
So where are you now OP?
We're apart, he's made no effort to find out about counselling.
Thanks for the replys, foolonthehill thank u. I never thought about reactive etc. also your right about the eyes half open.
Feeling exhausted by everything at the mo.
One other question do your dh/p tell you they will cheat on you unless you have sex with them when they want?
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