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Friend let me down but was I wrong?(44 Posts)
I just need to get a totally objective view on this. My daughter had a disability when she was born which she has fully grown out of. I know that sounds unusual but I don't want to give more details because it will totally out me, suffice to say it was something that given time rights itself and in our case it did just that. Anyway, right back at the beginning things could have turned out very differently and I was totally beside myself with shock, stress and just heartbroken for her actually. I really needed so much support to just get through each day and although I have a great DH and good local friends I really needed my old friends. I had an old friend who lives a long way away who came to visit another friend in the city where I live so for once she was really close by. I was so relieved and was holding out to see her and so looking forward to being able to really talk things through. She was here for 5 days and saw us for only 3 hours and instead spent all her time with another friend. We went out with the kids. She avoided my txts thereafter while she was here and was elusive about meeting back up again. Eventually she txtd to say she'd gone home. She didn't even come to say goodbye.
I just felt so let down and felt how can she really care to do this and that's not what I would have done to her, I would have been there. I told her how upset I was and we didn't talk for several months. Eventually I phoned her because I just couldn't understand why she'd not cared enough to spend time with me. She said I was stressed and she found it tricky. I told her the friendship was over because I couldn't continue to be friends with someone who dropped me like that because I was stressed when my DD was so sick and who didn't stand
by me in the worst time of my whole life. I think I found out she wasn't such a good friend after all.
I do miss her and wonder if I was too harsh. I would put this in aibu except it can be a bit brutal over there and I think she might mn too.
I find visiting hard.
We live in London, and every time we go and visit either Norway where I am from, or Warsaw where dh is from, there are so many expectations from friends and family. It is really difficult not to offend people. We hardly ever really get to chose what to do or who to see, and we always feel we have not spent enough time with everybody. Dh has two friends in Warsaw that we try to see at least twice. It does not always work that way. There are family obligations too. And the same in Norway.
These visits are tiring, and I always come back feeling that I need a holiday. Not least because we have the childrens expectations to manage too. And because we are not always able to leave the kids with family/friends to go out, or see friends on our own without kids.
It was the same the three years we lived in Norway, coming back to London was a whirlwind of ensuring enough time was spent with the people we care about.
Everybody expect LOTS of time. Not just one visit, but many, but when you count the days spent and the amount of friends, it is hard not to disappoint people.
I think that you need to bear this in mind too, OP, as friends visit was not just about your needs, but this friends ability to fit in everything she wanted to do.
Did you not speak on the phone before this? Do you chat a lot?
I just find it odd you pinned all your hopes on having a heart to heart with her at this particular visit. I didn't get if she had children, but you do- so when were these heart to hearts supposed to take place? I don't think this visit was the right setting, and this proved to be the case.
But, as you say, if that's right for you, let go. However, you are missing her and now have no real way back into the friendship and that is a little bit sad.
Thank you lemon. I'm really not needy or dramatic and am a good friend to people and give my friends support and help when they need it. Even though DH was great he was suffering too and my other friends were very kind but because this friend always called herself my best friend and I'd known her the longest and she and I have been to hell and back in the past in her life and in mine, I just assumed she would want to be there for me. I was bridesmaid at her wedding fgs. She actively avoided me when she was here and I would have been ok with is if she'd said she felt awkward with other friend or even felt it too painful to witness. But it's the fact she said I was stressed and she found that tricky. Blimey I've been there for this girl when she was on edge of a breakdown. I think I have to just let it go now.
" I would have been ok with is if she'd said she felt awkward with other friend or even felt it too painful to witness. But it's the fact she said I was stressed and she found that tricky."
So because she didn't give the excuse you would have found acceptable, you dumped her??
I think if she had been your only means of support it might have been more understandable.
She might have tried to be diplomatic.... Maybe your stress and high expectations that she could not meet were tricky? I would agree with that!
Maybe, oh well I'll think about it all. There prob would be a way back in but I don't want to. Sometimes I think things run their course and although you miss people that's not always an indicator that they're good for you. Thanks for all replies, must go and get on with rl now. xx
Ok OP. I don't think you were expecting too much. It's not the same as Quint visiting Norway and finding it understandably stressful to meet everyone's expectations.
There are certain life events that allow you to need your friends - and you were going through one of them. She wasn't there for you. Stay with your truth about this one.
We go to Norway 3 times a year, so no, in that respect I guess it is not the same.
Lots of people who have never moved around much, and dont have friends and family spread across the country, or Europe, would never understand the issues surrounding visiting and expectations.
It's not Norway to UK or anything like that distance. When she avoided my txts when here was because she was having an afternoon nap most days cos was up in evening chatting with other friend. Nice.
Quint it really does sound like your situation is very different to the OPs.
Issues surrounding visiting and expectations are one thing, someone with devastating news about her newborn child being let down by a friend badly is another.
I was not saying my situation is the same, merely illustrating how difficult it is to get to spend enough quality time with everybody you want to see. And how you cannot just leave your children behind with friends and relatives to have evenings out or visit other in the evenings.
monkey. You are upset that your friend was sitting up chatting to the friend that she was visiting. Instead of coming to spend time with you. I hope one day you will understand what a predicament your friend was in, and how rude she would come across if she abandoned her hostess in the evening to come and see you. Especially if you and her hostess did not know each-other. And especially if this required the hostess to babysit your friends children. I am assuming your friend has children as you have been asked this by many posters, and not responded to confirm that she hasnt.
was up in evening chatting with other friend. Nice.
Sorry but I dont see a problem with that either! She was staying with this other friend, why on earth should see not stay up talking to her? Are you saying that although she was staying with this other friend she should go to bed nice and early in order to spend all her time with you?
I am sorry, but you really do sound needy and demanding.
I'm afraid her host knows me and is an absolute sweetie. I'm not talking about hours here, just even to come by and say goodbye. We're not ladies in pearls here minding our ps and qs (no pun intended!)
I hear you Quint-my ILs are always aghast that we don't want to spend entire visits with them & people of their choosing
I have never visited someone to say 'goodbye', the more you say, the more I think this was just a huge misunderstanding, you felt she was coming to visit you both, but in fact, she was visiting the friend and naturally stayed up late at night chatting, and having a nap (perhaps she was using this as a break/emotional time-out herself) when the opportunity came up. Perhaps her friend was talking through her problems every evening! She came to see you for three hours, presumably had a lovely time with the kids. I am still not seeing her major crime, although if you don't have a close phone/email relationship I can see how you might (incorrectly in my opinion) have pinned your hopes on this.
One way to handle this might have been to assume the best, and not the worst. I would have assumed that my friend was getting pulled in all directions and had made the effort to see me, and so no big deal. But if I wanted a personal heart-toheart, I would have phoned afterwards (and I have done this) and said 'it was so lovely to see you the other day, I felt it would be nicer to keep in touch even more regularly' and then start chatting about your issues/problems in that way.
If you/her don't chat on the phone and aren't that close any more, this is a bigger problem that couldn't be fixed by this visit and in which case, perhaps you are best to move on (if insolvable).
OP I have been in a very similar situation to you.
I did not lose any friends over it but I did learn which of my friends would be there for me at a bad time and it was not the friends I would have guessed. They are the friends that I hold dearest now. Some others - well I see them when it's mutually convenient but I don't look for more than superficial friendship with them, regardless of how long we have seen each other. They are 'good times' friends and that cuts both ways.
Tbh I find all the 'maybe it wasn't a good time for her/maybe she didn't know what to say/maybe she had
better other things to do excuses quite poor. When a crisis comes I am there for my friends. If I don't know what to say (almost always the case), I listen. Or do something practical to help.
When we were so worried about ds2 one of my friends sent me some smoked eel, with a note to say she was thinking about us. She has no children, has never wanted children, doesn't even like children and would be the last person to understand what we were going through or know what to say but nevertheless she got in touch and showed she cared. And I have never forgotten it.
...regardless of how long we have known each other...
It sounds to me like you really needed her, was expecting her to be there more than she was. She obviously didn't realise just HOW much you needed her but nonetheless, if she couldn't see some of that, then I wouldn't say she was on the same wavelength at all.
What is telling though is that, if she genuinely hadn't realised, she would have been more apologetic during the phone call. Says to me that the friendship, on her side, wasn't that deep to her.
I would wish her well and move on. Glad your DD is well
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