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Help, don't know how to cope anymore with partners' kids AlWAYS coming first!(67 Posts)
Hello, I'm new I really need some friendly advice and I need to know what other people think about my situation, am so confused. Been divorced 4 years, 3 kids, youngest is 5, have been in a relationship with a man for 2 yrs 8 months. He is lovely and I thought to start with he was the soulmate I had been missing. However, it has been stormy all the way. He has been separated for 4 years, has always said he will divorce his wife eventually but this keeps getting put off as yet another 'boring chore'. They are still very good friends (unlike myself and my ex who I don't communicate with) and his goal he says is to keep the family unit as together as he possibly can without his wife and himself actually living together, he lives alone, his 3 kids are grown up/teenagers.
Basically I have had two and a half years of him spending Xmas Day, Easter Day, all the 3 kids birthdays in his wife's house, just the 5 of them. This has been tough but have got used to it, just about!
Tonight is the eve of my birthday. We both originally took annual leave to spend the day together, then 6 weeks ago his grown up daughter dropped the bombshell that she was going travelling alone for 10 weeks, departing on my birthday. He and his wife are taking her to the airport which although only a 90 minute drive away is going to take all day, he will be gone all afternoon and won't be coming home until late evening.
We are on the verge of ending things, he says we can't go on with me making him feel guilty and I feel I can't constantly feel at the bottom of the list. I think he has no empathy with how lonely and let down I feel and he just shouts at me about how his little girl is going away and he is worried about her. I do understand this, but just feel there is never a time for any compromise and I am going through life being second best constantly. My colleagues and family assume I am spending the day with him but I have to explain he will actually be at the airport with his wife and daughter all day/evening of my birthday. I feel things will always be the same and don't know whether to walk away. I keep things pretty equal between my kids and the time I spend with him, actually probably get them off to bed quickly sometimes just so I can spend time with him ... I feel like such an idiot. Have seen similar posts where women are attacked for not understanding that their other half is a good person for being a good dad, please don't get at me for this post, I just feel really low and confused....Every time he sees me when only convenient with his kids' arrangements I feel kicked in the stomach....
What do you get out of this relationship now?.
Also the fact that this relationship has in your words always been stormy is a big red flag. He is only considering his own self here, he is all that matters to him.
I think you will always come a dim and distant second to his ex wife and his children; I note too that he lives now on his own. He clearly gets what he wants from both his ex wife (he sees his now grown up children) and yourself (companionship and sex). He has never managed to fully extricate himself emotionally from either his ex wife or family for all sorts of reasons and perhaps may never do so. Can you envisage his ex wife actually filing for divorce?.
A man who also cannot be bothered to divorce as it is a "boring chore" is a man I would also choose to avoid having a relationship with. He has not divorced for a reason; citing its a boring chore is a cop out frankly. If this too is what it is like after nearly three years I cannot see him changing his ways; what he has with you two at the moment is working for him. You are but of secondary concern to him.
Sorry - can't give you much advice as haven't been in this position - but I have got older travelling kids. If she is old enough to travel independently she can get to the airport by herself (just this once! as it's your birthday!). Does she really want/need all this parental fuss? The fact that he calls her his 'little girl' says it all. Everyone needs to feel valued - and you are the one he is supposed to be in a relationship with - not kids, not ex-wife.
Sounds like he and his wife are carrying a large amount of guilt around because of splitting the family unit
and so being unnecessarily protective of their dcs but this is their choice . If he gets on with her and her new partner, and you get on with her too, why not all join up on family days like christmas?
You could start off with Easter, say, and tell him you'd like to invite everyone over for a big slap-up meal and an easter egg hunt or whatever, and include EVERYONE. You and he could host it together, at your house. My dh and I have shared many celebrations with his children, mine and my xh and his second dw,
not with dh's xw though, that is another story . Him saying the children would find it awkward is rubbish. The adults set the tone here. It would only be awkward if the adults didn't get on, which they do.
I think it is difficult to accept this situation with his family, but he has told you that this is how it will be. Basically, if you can't beat 'em, can you join 'em?
ignore this suggestion if it sounds unrealistic obviously
Hi OP, am in similar relationship. It has taken years of cohabiting, marriage and many, many tears (mine mostly) to get to the state of reasonableness regarding priorities we have now. Am not happy but at least not as angry as I used to be. I think I also was tired of being alone (8 yrs as single mother), but if I'd known that lukewarm was as good as it would get, I don't think I'd do it again. Late 40s now and very tired. There is no way dh can make up to me all those years he let me down, and yes, he also cried when he wanted me to back off, give in, take the high road, you name it. Unless you really feel there is no one else out there for you, go for it. But if you have a shred of self esteem left, work on that first, build yourself up, and then take another look at this dreamboat. Good luck!
This is not exactly the relationship of your dreams is it? I don't think he has moved on and after 2 years, I think its unlikely that he loves you or he would not treat you like this.
I can understand why you're upset. If he spends all major holidays with his family, your birthday is presumably the only important occasion when you could celebrate with him. This has now been hijacked to take his adult daughter to the airport. I would cut your losses and let him go. Your needs are never going to be important to him.
As someone else said, this is about more than just your birthday. I agree with scarlett. We had some friends where this was the case and it was very, very difficult for the woman in the relationship. However, they did eventually work it out, he divorced, still maintained great involvement with his kids but married our friend and they do things together. I think unless your DP is happy to work towards a similar solution then you will always end up feeling left out. He can't have it both ways. He is no longer a couple with his exw but his behaviour doesn't reflect that. I think the idea of you ALL doing things together sometimes could be a brilliant one but it doesn't sound as if he is prepared to do anything like this. I feel for you and don't think your expectations are unrealistic.
I think you have 3 choices:
1) define your boundaries and explain to him what you want from the relationship. If, when you are both honest with each other, you are looking for different things, cut your losses.
2) continue to let him define the relationship. If he has to spend a whole day dropping his grown up daughter at the airport because she is going to be out of the country for 2.5 months, I don't think he is going to become less involved with the day to day lives of his children as they grow older. However you may think this is good enough for you.
3) continue the relationship, but concentrate on building your own life where you and your children come first and you are open to meeting somebody else. You may not be his priority, but he shouldnt then expect to be yours.
I think that as your children grow older, they will want to understand his role in your lives. What do you want that to be? They will also not be happy if their lives revolve around the activities of a mystery family.
I think they're all good options from merrymouse... I don't get the sense you're built for number 3 though. I honestly think you're trying to fit a square peg into a round hole here OP. I don't think you posted to have people tell you to ditch him but I don't think you have a lot of options either. He's making his own choices and you're probably lucky if you're in the top 5.
When he spends the evenings at your house, do you cook?
Love, he's not treating you very well. He's much more into his wife and kids, with the emphasis on wife, which is she very much is and remains.
The kids - ok, one can argue about the toss about overprotectiveness, but he's not going to change, even given they're growing up, to be honest. Some people do use their DCs as a way to get out of things they don't want to do, I'm afraid to say.
Of course, if you challenge his lack of commitment, he can shriek that you're selfish, which will allow him to maintain the status quo to his liking.
I know two teenagers who were bored rigid by their father's endless attentions and appearances, incidentally, which he maintained purely to try and get back with his wife.
I strongly suspect he's not divorced because he wants to stay married - married to his wife, who he sees a lot of.
He wants you as a lovely distraction. Bad news - slip away. He sounds rather a drain.
I wonder what her new partner thinks of this situation. It really is unnecessary and quite frankly, ridiculous.
My husbands children from his first marriage were in their early teens when we met. He was divorced, his ex had just remarried.
We never had problems like you have OP.. there is just no need when the kids are old enough to get on a bus, make their own way to see their Dad if they want to, or for him to meet up with them anywhere they choose. Their mother does not need to be involved in it.
As for the airport farce.. she is going away for 10 weeks, not years.. why on earth does it need a day trip to the airport?? He could say goodbye to her as she gets in her mothers car.. and they can skype or phone while she is away. He doesnt sound very committed to being in a relationship with you.
Do his children ever spend time with you + him and your children, OP?
And do he + his W have completely separate finances or is he running two households?
Oh dear OP, he's still far too attached isn't he.
The biggest flag for me here is his reluctance to divorce and move on.
It was your birthday, which is damn important really as opposed to another grown up, all be it his daughter going off somewhere.
Move on. He sure as heck never will.
He sounds like a dick.
Does he ever do things with just you and your children?
Does he ever cook a meal for you and muck in with the day to day running of your home?
What I'm trying to say is does he ever make you feel as if he's right there in it with you and yours?
If not, you are wasting your time.
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