OK, so i have just tortured myself by finding a pic of my recent ex from yesterday looking fine..
I ended the relationship, I felt smothered, controlled and lost confidence. He begged and begged to get back and I went back a few times and let the relationship continue, although not official. Now he has gone, I just cant seem to accept it is over, even though I made the decision and knew I couldnt commit. I have kept very busy, but perhaps as a distraction and way of coping, I havent been able to face my own hurt and pain. Is this just the beginning of coming to terms with it? I have been through a divorce and coped just fine, why has this hit me so hard? Not sure what i am looking for, I just want to feel better. I feel like i will never trust again
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cappuccinodays · 03/02/2013 22:36
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