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Is he a sex addict? I don't know what to do next...(30 Posts)
You need to be more practical. You need to take responsibility for your DD. That means getting tested for sexually transmitted diseases as a top priority. He may very well have put you and your DD at high risk. Also, swallow your pointless pride and ask for help from your family.
Good luck, I'm sure you'll find the strength to get through this.
Get the passport - be nice and get it. Then come home and know that you probably won't go back. Trust? Could you ever recover it? Your DD - do you want her exposed to a risk taker? Sorting out finances, you are young enough to get another mortgage with financial support from your H? The life in your head is not the life in reality. And I am so sorry - what a rotten thing to happen to you and your beautiful baby girl.
Oh love. Please stay online. It is midnight in the UK. You get some excellent posters in this
section in the wee hours.
I am sorry but I think your husband is gay/and or bisexual. It just screamed out to me from your post. And I would not believe his words about not meeting these contacts. Too much of a coincidence they were all local.
I really cannot give you any more advice than stay online till at least 3.00am our time. God bless love xx
My h did cybersex behind my back, and denying it, for over 5 years. He stopped after I discovered all a year ago. I don't think for s mi ute that with only one very young child and such a recent marriage that it would be at all worth the effort you will have to make. He will snatch your child's first year from you, in effect. Don't do it. I found it hard enough with three older kids at home
I agree with Denning - you have to be strong to be nice to get that passport. It may require an Oscar winning performance but just think of the end result, getting your beautiful baby out of this horrible situation.
i would also get that passport at all cost.
then fly home to your family, talk the them. I would bet my bottom dollar that if he was arranging exchanges while you were having your DD that he has acted on them.
im so sorry but this is a man you simply cannot trust.
get the passport for DD, and get home to the safety of you family and friends.
and by all means, stay here but for heavens sake delete your talk history and cookies....
dont let him have a whisper of what you are thinking.
Can you wait and get the British passport for your child?
In the long run, if your child never had the passport of another country, it may make your life less complicated.
Can you get to a British consulate or embassy near you and find out?
First things first: register your dd's birth with the British Consulate and get her a passport as a matter of urgency.
Don't burden your family yet - keep schtum and unburden yourself on this thread until you are in a position to leave the lying scumbug that you married.
Play your cards close to your chest; don't let on the extent of your knowledge or antagonise him in any way as your objective is to get
the hell back to the UK without hindrance.
Please note the above is virtually the opposite of what I would advise if you were in the UK but needs must when the devil drives.
In an emergency the Consulate can assist with repatriation of you and your dd but you're best advised to play your h like a fish and arrange a 'visit' home, with him if necessary, in order to show your dd off to friends and family - and then
kick him into orbit around planet offufuck institute divorce proceedings citing his adulterous/unreasonable behaviour.
If it's possible to do so without arousing his suspcions, get screen shots (on a digital/mobile camera if necessary) of the evidence you've discovered. Apart from supporting a petition for divorce, this may serve to concentrate his mind on ending your marriage -- with the minimum of information being released to
his== family/friends/colleagues honourably - which is a word he may struggle with.
Take heart, honey. Although he fathered your dd, you are not tied for life to him, or tied to him in any way other than facilitating his contact with her until she comes of age.
Btw, when you and dd are safely back home with your family, seek legal advice on applying for a prohibited steps Order to prevent him removing her from the UK.
I think 'sex addict' is a big leap to take. I know the addiction exists but it's used an awful lot as an excuse why someone 'can't help' being a lieing cheating scumbag. He sent those emails the day you had your dd? How will you ever be to trust him again?
You are not tied to him forever because of your child, your child will always be tied to him but he could be a distant bad memory to you in a few years if thats what you want
If he really wanted to change and fix things wouldn't telling you the truth when you asked have been the first step, it sounds like he's still lieing to you even now and that the only thing he regrets is getting caught
He has not been the 'perfect husband' today, it's unlikely he's ever been even an ok one to you
nopain oh my love. I've no real advice. Except that you should muster all your strength to follow the seemingly harsh but excellent advise that you'll get from the wise women here on mumsnet. There's not really any excuse you can apply to his behaviour. It's not the behaviour of a committed and loyal, responsible partner and father.
There's a better life awaiting you and your beautiful daughter.
No more advice, just here for a hand-hold/wine-pour/shoulder-rub.
Poor you. What an awful thing to discover at any time, let alone at Christmas with a 3 week old baby .
I don't read that you H is necessarily a sex addict but I do think he is definitely bisexual or even gay. He may well be experimenting with his feelings by seeing men whilst being married to you. He should have done this before you were ever married or settled down, let alone parents.
I think the advice to go to the British Consulate is good. They will help you get home.
Lots of virtual hugs & hand holding.
He's definitely met and had sex with these contacts. If you hadn't have had the proof that you did, he would have carried on denying it. He has now admitted only to the extent of what you can prove and is taking you for a fool.
I don't believe he's a sex addict. I think he can control these impulses like everyone else but he doesn't want to and hasn't seen the need to. Get checked out for sexually transmitted infections and ask the person giving the test if your baby needs any swabs or blood tests too.
I'd leave a man like this in an instant. Your life ahead will be unbridled misery if you stay with him.
Your baby does not need to be tested for stis unless the results of any tests you have prove to be positive.
If much of your antenatal care took place in the UK and the pg/brith was uneventful, I would suggest you wait to be tested until you're home if you don't have easy access to a GUM clinic or similar strictly confidential resource in your current country of residence.
The Consulate won't help you break the law, which you would be doing if you were to try to leave the country without his consent.
So do the passport thing legitimately, and take the extra time to get a British one, not a local one, it might make things a lot easier if things get legal.
I got trapped in a foreign country because I broke up with my husband while abroad. Once you are there for a year it is considered the child's "habitual residence" and you cannot move without the father's or court's permission. So... get the passport, and get home within the year. Play the long game now and keep quiet. Maybe your husband will recover but for now I would assume that he won't, figure out your financial security (get photocopies of all bank statements, investment statements etc covertly) and look after yourself and your child. Sorry to be bleak, but I was too trusting and got burned.
What a shock that must have been
Lots of great advice here.
I doubt he is a real sex addict - he is a selfish entitled cheating bastard who does not care about the risks to your and DD's health.
Do what you can get the British passport legitimately and then leave as soon as you can.
Take care x
Addicts are the most amazing liars, you said so yourself. They can also be very charming and persuasive as they are trying to protect their addiction. So you need to stop listening to him and start thinking about what you feel about this, and where your boundaries are. Addiction is not fixable. Addicts can get recovery, if they decide they want to.
You need to talk to RL people. You need to talk to your support, family, friends. Addiction thrives on secrecy. You need to listen to what you want to do, not consider your beautiful baby's needs in this situation. She will be happy if you are happy.
My heart goes out to you. What a shitty thing to find out when you have a newborn. . There are groups like www.sanon.org/ you could try and contact and talk to someone, if you really can't bring yourself to call your family yet.
Get your dd registered at the Britsh embassy. Appy for her british passport now. It will be back very quickly, even if you have to send it to Germany. She will need a uk passport anyway and you could create future problems not getting one. I don't know where you are, but having different passports and her not being British coud cause you problems getting out and in the uk applying for benefits or just generally. Go on the website, download the forms- actually I think you can apply online for first passports? Get her to a snappy snaps for passport pics and get them signed by your doctor/ friend etc. on the form write ASAP please.
Also ask the embassy - if you could apply for an emergency British passport for your dd as you want to go home urgently due to pnd and needing your family. Can you ask your mum or a friend to come and stay with you til the passport arrives? Be strong and use the time to prepare.
Thinking of you NoPain. How are you today? I agree with getting a UK passport for DD and playing the long game. It may make life easier for you in the long run.
What an utter bastard - I can't get over the contact on the day your DD was born.
As a British Citizen, it's highly unlikely the OP will be committing any offence if she attempts to leave the country without her h's consent, cronullansw.
There's no reason to suppose the Brtish Consulate won't be of assistance in this matter and it may be that they will provide a temporary travel document for her baby dd if, for example, the OP needs to return to the UK due to illness or other emergency as suggested by honey.
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