Hi all, I'm a long time lurker, I've never posted on relationships before.
My issue is really minor compared with some of the stories on here, so apologies for triviality! Having said that, this is really making me quite anxious.
Some background so as not to drip feed: I'm 30, so is my DP. We've been together for 3 and a half years, and living together for 2 and a half. My DP is not from the UK. He relocated here to be with me, leaving his mother, a single parent to him, back in his home country, to much guilt on his part and much sadness on hers. He is an only child. (Not sure how much the mother stuff is relevant here but might have some bearing on the problem? Not sure.)
My DP tells me he loves me, treats me well and makes me very happy. But we never really talk about the future. Except occasionally when we argue/have issues, and then it is in very vague terms.
For example, he always flies home for his birthday. He insists it is impossible not to. I would have loved to have spent his 30th with him, but we couldn't afford the flights for both of us, so just he went. I asked him, what about when we have a family, won't you want to spend significant days with them? And he got really stressed out, said how much pressure he is under being "split between" me and his mother, and we got onto Christmas, and he said maybe if we had children some years I would stay in the UK with them and he'd go to his Mum's. (This really upset me, perhaps unreasonably?) Anyway we only discuss marriage and children in these terms, in a VERY vague "maybe if, one day, waaaaaay in the future" kind of way. And his solutions to the issues of how to be a good son and have a family too are always ones which make me worried, it's hard to articulate but its as though he'd always think of us as not his "real" family because his real family is his mother.
I am getting to the point where I really want to get married and have a family. People around us who have been together much less time than us are getting engaged. I am really anxious that it is never going to happen. I have been happy to live together and coast along these last couple of years without really talking about it, but now I am 30 I feel like I need to know that he wants what I want. I know marriage isn't necessary, and I always thought it didn't matter, but have realised it is important to me.
My question is: how do I begin this conversation, and should I even say anything? I spoke to my DSIL, and she just said that it is sad and unromantic, and if he asks me to marry him after I've brought it up it will only be because I put pressure on him. I feel that is silly really, and it is only fair to be honest with him that my feelings are changing, ie I am no longer comfortable with living together and being boyfriend and girlfriend, and want more commitment. I also want to have a real conversation about how our family life will work in balance with his obligations to his mother. What should I say? Or am I wrong to bring it up at all?
Any advice? Thanks if you made it to the end- sorry for the epic!
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How to talk to Dp about the future? Long!
FrustratedNovelist · 10/12/2012 11:37
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