at the end of playgroup we have to say goodbye to everything so my little girl doesn't cry when we leave. this is my goodbye so I don't cry anymore.
please humour me while I say my goodbyes.
goodbye dad who was always late or didn't turn up
goodbye dad who used to only talk to me about school
goodbye dad who used to say horrid things about my mum
goodbye dad who put work first and made his company his family
goodbye dad who cheated on my mum
goodbye dad who was unkind to my brothers who needed help
goodbye dad who waited until I was hundreds of miles away from home to tell me that I was despicable, ignorant, twisted and the product of a desperate attempt to save a marriage
goodbye dad who two weeks before I got married told me that I did not possess the qualities to be his daughter
goodbye dad who can make me cry just by dreaming about him
you will never be who I needed you to be and there is no other place for you.
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vikm · 06/12/2012 21:14
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