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what to do? may be long...

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ithastobeNAICEham Wed 07-Nov-12 20:40:48

I've been with dp for nearly 2 years now, we have a 5wo dd, I have a dd from a previous relationship and he has 4dc from a previous, he is currently going through the courts to have access due to his ex, whole other thread on that one!

While I was pg with dd I fell out of love, for want of a better phrase, everyone convinced me to stay, telling me it was just the hormones and I'd change my mind etc etc. I stayed but now I'm thinking I really should have got him to leave.

Since dds birth I've noticed a few things,,for example, he is a master at gas lighting, he told me I hadn't put the bottles in to sterilize, while arguing the toss the microwave pinged, the bottles were inside!

He is crappy with the housework, for the 2 weeks I was off my feet after an emergency c section plus infection of my scar he did most of the housework but this means I have to worship the ground he walks on from now on because he's continuing that by putting on a load of washing once a week.

He barely does anything for dd, he hasn't changed a nappy since we were in hospital, he has yet to dress her. He's helped me bathe her once and other than making one or two bottles and sterilising them once, doesn't help with feeding in any way, he barely cuddles her and despite numerous promises, has not done a "night shuft". If I go out, I take dd with me, school runs, shopping, even going to the toilet some days!

The other day, I was running dd1 a bath, id put dd2 in the Moses basket while I checked it and got dd's bath stuff from the shelves. While I was doing this dd2 started to whine so I was shouting across the landing so she could hear meand didn't get too stressed, dp heard me and marched upstairs and called me everyname under the sun and said I was neglecting our child and he should just go pick her up and walk away and take her "somewhere safe" all in front of my dd1 who is 8. I've since had to comfort her and assure her she isn't going to loose her baby sister. He hasn't apologised to dd1 and thinks.I'm stupid for wanting him to.

He constantly talksd down to me, he is very good at maths whereas I'm rubbish,he has helped dd1 massively in maths and uses this as the proverbial stick to beat me with. I am nor thick, I went to an entrance only grammar school and although, I am unemployed, this is through disability not by choice! Try telling him that.

He has already lost one family and as much as I would never stop him seeing dd2, he has no where to go f I kick him out, what if he follows through on his threat to take dd? I can't loose my baby, my girls are my life.

There is part of me that does love him but I can't keep on like this, I don't want to end up depressed again. If I could get someone else to come in, end it, make him leave while I wasn't there, I would! I know that sounds so cold and heartless but I'm just sick of the bad far outweighing the good!

What can I do, I honestly don't know where to turn.

Rouen Wed 07-Nov-12 20:48:15

I feel like you already know all the routes you could take with this, it's just scary confronting them sad you need to leave him (as in, he needs to leave your home) and you need to be brave for your two DDs. It's not fair on you or your DDs. He may be smart, but it sounds like he's an absolute dick. Don't let his 'smartness' intimidate you. You have to do the best you can for your children.

OpheliaPayneAgain Wed 07-Nov-12 21:04:05

Did you ever wonder why he has 4 children elsewhere and his ex is contesting access?

ithastobeNAICEham Wed 07-Nov-12 21:32:24

Rouen, I do sad I just don't want to take em, I already have a dd from a broken home, I just wanted dd2 to not have that!

Ophelia, I did but I'm starting to see why.

I honestly don't know how to get him to leave without a fight though. I know if I ask him to, he will probably put up a fight n I'm not sure I have the energy for that.

Rouen Wed 07-Nov-12 21:36:24

I think that ultimately, it's better for both DDs to have a stable home rather than a home where mom and dad are arguing and mom is upset - that's a broken home.

You have to decide what you want for you and your children. I don't think it's going to be easy for you, but in the long run, if you choose to leave him, you and your DDs will be better off. If you care enough about the environment your DDs live in, you'll find the energy. Don't be scared x

AnyFucker Wed 07-Nov-12 21:38:48

A leopard and his spots, eh ?

have you ever heard the other side of the story from his ex, or has what you know of her been fed to you by him ?

classic...the ex is mad, but you are different (until I trap you with a baby too, then I revert)

ithastobeNAICEham Wed 07-Nov-12 21:41:52

Thank you Rouen, I don't want to get up the courage to have "the talk" and to be convinced into him staying again. It's justgoing to end up going round and round if I do.

My head is all over the place. I'm just glad I have my girls. Otherwise I'd never have the guts to do anything!

I'm sick of feeling like I don't know my own mind anymore. You're so right. My hone is already broken sad

ithastobeNAICEham Wed 07-Nov-12 21:51:44

X post with AF.

I've not met the ex, he was stopped from seeing the kids when he moved out of the family home. I've asked several times and basically been told that she wanted a new life with the guy she left him for (i know she left him for someone else as I have a mutual friend with the guy she left him for) I'm guessing its a revert back to type thing now.

If this was anyone else posting this I would be sat there thinking "ltb, you daft mare" now I know its so much easier saidthan done sad

ImperialBlether Wed 07-Nov-12 22:29:23

Look, he's not going to get custody of your daughter. It's not going to happen. You are not working; you are the child's main caregiver. He doesn't care for the baby at all, physically. A court would never separate the two girls, either.

I think you'll find there are bloody good reasons why he's not allowed to see his other children.

What's your housing situation like? Who lived in the house first? Is it on a mortgage or rented?

doctordwt Wed 07-Nov-12 22:43:47

You really think a man who's never once offered to change a nappy would actually follow through with his bullying threat to take your child away? Even if he could - the chances of which are nil anyway?

Having full time care of a small child and having to do those lovely night shifts? Ha! His worst nightmare, by the sound of it.

It's just a nasty bullying threat, so ignore it. Certainly don't let it hold you back from planning your exit from this tosser.

He brings nothing to your lives and there is no relationship to speak of. And he wouldn't want full time care of your daughter if he was paid a fortune to do it.

Next time he threatens to take her 'somewhere safe' like the Hero Daddy that he isn't, laugh and tell him to make sure he stays there with her long enough to get in a few nappy changes and a night shift, as it's high time he did a bit of actual parenting.

olgaga Wed 07-Nov-12 22:50:49

For heaven's sake - what a terrible situation. You really don't need this and neither do your children. He's a bully, pure and simple. No wonder his ex chucked him out and wants nothing to do with him.

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ithastobeNAICEham Thu 08-Nov-12 03:03:36

Imperial, the house is mine, its a ha house, he is not on the tennancy and is just on record that he lives here.

Thank you for the support. I don't live near family and most of my friends are "our friends" or adore him and can't see how unhappy I am and what's going on.
I've never been one to have hundreds of friends, I honestly can't see many being supportive.

Doctor, I know I'm being stupid with the whole him taking dd2 away, but when he has one of his rants about how I'm an unfit mum or not worthy enough to call myself a mummy because dd has spit up or has pooed and I'm rushed off my feet trying to do everything at once again, he can be pretty dam convincing!

Thank you for the info olgaga. I shall have a proper look in the morning.

AnyFucker Thu 08-Nov-12 07:24:40

Just tell him to leave your house.

How would it be any harder if he is not there ? He makes you feel like shit. imagine not feeling like shit, in your own little home with your lovely dc ?

Anniegetyourgun Thu 08-Nov-12 09:37:02

I'd lay money on it that the ex doesn't want to grant access because he threatened to take her children as well.

ShamyFarrahCooper Thu 08-Nov-12 10:31:09

OP what DOES he bring to the relationship? He doesn't help you, he doesn't help your baby girl. He is horrid to you infront of your elder daughter.
Him telling you he would take the baby is just his way of keeping you in line. He has nothing to base that on.

You have every right to remove him from your home. You can call local police to discuss with them first if you are concerned as to how he might react.

You are not stupid, you do not deserve to be abused by this man.

Rouen Thu 08-Nov-12 21:18:49

How are you feeling, <ithastobe?>

Some really great advice on here. Life is far too short to be spent as miserable as you sound sad you deserve better, so do your DDs x

Rouen Thu 08-Nov-12 21:19:22

*correction ithastobe?

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