Need somewhere to vent about my partners behaviour after an argument we had today. A bit of backgound - we don't have a close relationship, sleeping in separate rooms for 2 years now (because he didn't like me nudging him when he snored) and i find him difficult to communicate with - has a bad temper and snaps if i get my words muddled which happens sometimes because i get a bit nervous trying to talk to him. Is very intolerant and critical of people, forgetful and absent minded though does very well at work. He also has a strained relationship with his family and keeps his distance and since i have no close family near, I did not have much support with our son when he was small so there is a lot of lingering resentment on my part, mainly due to exhaustion and feeling alone.
Had counselling over the summer on my own but he thinks the problems in our relationship are mine so he wasn't interested in coming though supportive of me going.
So to cut a long story short - had a bad night with our son who was up for 3 hours. He sleeps with me since there's no where else for him to sleep and wakes often at night. I deal with most of night time wakings but often get tired and strung out. Have been working too for 3 months and since i started work our son has become more clingy. Today i snapped - i was tired and irritable and wanted a break and was getting annoyed with DS who was being clingy ( he's generally very happy and fun - we both adore him). Wanted partner to take him out (which he doesnt do much on his own but thats another story). My partner started telling me off for the way i was talking to our son. Told me i have a problem, i should have thought about all this before I decided to have children. I felt hurt and angry and things escalated into a heated argument which stopped when i yelled at my partner that i just wanted help with DS. He calmed down, said we both had different pressures (his being work and i don't understand how much pressure he's under) went out and came back with cakes though no verbal apology for the hurtful things he said. Have been feeling down all day about it - and mentally exhausted. Am i being over sensitive? Things like this happen often and i find it draining. Discussions get me nowhere - either no response or blame. He's very black and white and not up for unravelling misunderstandings. Things are one way or they're not. I can see that he's not happy and niether am I but don't know how to change things as communucation is hard -advice needed.
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SatNightIn · 03/11/2012 22:44
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