I'm feeling so sad today. I just want to hide away and cry, because there doesn't seem to be anyone left in RL to talk to.
I've tried to keep upbeat, cos I hate feeling so pathetic and worthless. It's not really me, but just don't have the energy left to fake it anymore.
My h left in July, but is back, not because he wants to be, but because ow threw him out. And he's not going anywhere. Sol said I had little chance of getting occupation order. Can't sell house not enough equity, rent for me and 3 DCs would cost more than mortgage etc etc.
But the real point of the post is that nobody outside the house seems to care. My 'friends' just seem to have disappeared, some a few years ago when we moved, despite promises to keep in touch. But the final straw was texting two yesterday both of whom I've known for more than 20 years, saying I was struggling, to get only one reply saying 'sorry to hear that, we must get together soon, but busy til after Xmas'! :(
I have no friends where I live. Only socialise with people from work, which is two hours away. but I'm on holiday this week and facing the prospect of having to sit in my room tonight and all day tomorrow, as I can stand to be in the same room as h, but nor do I want to go out by myself and reinforce the sense that there's nobody else.
So what I need is some tips on getting thru til next Thursday, when I go back to work.
Sorry it's so long. Maybe that's a clue as to where my friends went - I bored them away
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How and why did I lose all my friends?
Secretservice · 02/11/2012 11:13
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