I cannot work out whether or not I'm in an abusive relationship. I've read posts here, read the books, looked at the websites etc but am still confused.
I started wondering a couple of years ago when we had a row (about something minor) and oh said that he felt like doing something very violent to me. He didn't say that he would, just that he felt like doing so.
Originally I assumed that my relationship was normal. We argued a lot but so do many couples. I did not think that I'd ever consider leaving oh. However after we had the children he seemed to lose all interest in me (other than sexually). It was years before I managed to persuade him to go out for a meal occasionally (despite my saying that no relationship could survive the lack of any couple-type time together). We didn't even have "romantic" meals in - the children were small, slept badly and at least one was always awake. Now we do occasionally eat out but only if I arrange it and we have to be back before 10 as we only have him parents to babysit and he does not to leave them with the children later than this.
The above, I think, sums up how the relationship works. He never says outright that I cannot do something.He will say "yes go out" one day but then bring this up everytime that I ask him to help with the housework ("you had time to go out so..."). He also agrees to help around the house (we both work FT) but then doesn't do what he has agreed to. He does not want to get a cleaner (doesn't like someone else in the house) but then gets cross and aggressive when asked to help clean. He also shouts at me if I do something "wrong" (eg get a ding on my car).
Any suggestions please. We have been together for about 18 years, in our mid 40s, 3 children 7 - 12.
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desparatelyseekingsomething · 26/10/2012 18:08
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