Regular but have name changed, as my dd tends to stalk me a bit on these boards and I don't want her to read this. Not sure what sort of response I'm looking for. I think I just want to unload. If you read - thanks! It's very long.
My 79 year old mum was widowed a couple of years ago. She is still living in the family home, which is ever more quickly 'eating itself' because of the equity release my dad took out on it a few years before he died. They used the money to sort out the windows and have the house repainted, also to buy cars/go on holiday. The idea was that mum would be able to stay in the house until she died.
However, it's dawned on all of us, EXCEPT MUM, that her staying in the house is actually a problem in the medium and long term as she's now on a very small income (half of dad's pension) and the house costs more to run and maintain than this income allows. The house needs rewiring and is very difficult to heat. It also has a very large garden that she can't manage, and she is having to pay gardeners to come and deal with it.
She's managed up to this point because my 50 year old sister had moved in with her in the last year of my dad's illness, and has been contributing to the costs of running the house from her salary. My sister has been fantastic with my mum, who has been very difficult since being bereaved. Mum can be very nasty ? hypercritical, snobbish, spiteful, childish, self-pitying. At the same time dsis has also been dealing with withdrawing from alcohol, and the fall-out of leaving a long term abusive relationship. This relationship turned her from a beautiful, property owning professional woman with a successful career, into someone with no confidence, no money, no job and no home. Since stopping drinking a year ago she has slowly begun to get her life back, and has now got a good job and a new circle of friends, with the support of AA who have been a life-line to her.
Dsis has said to dm that she wants her to sell the house and buy a place together, with Dsis taking a mortgage and using it to turn whatever home they buy into two separate dwellings, so they can both have their own space. Really this is the only sensible thing to do. Mum can't stay in the house on her own - she simply can't afford it or cope with the garden. And if she doesn't make a decision soon, the equity release will have snowballed to the point where she simply won't be able to sell it and buy afford another home.
If she sells it within the next year she'll clear enough money to buy a really lovely place in the very expensive little village she's lived in for the past 20 years and doesn't want to leave. Dsis wants to take a mortage out and have any property my mum buys converted so that she can have her own living space. She really needs this. Mum is very controlling about how she runs her home. She also snipes at dsis about being late back from work (she's a school teacher who commutes an hour and a half into work each way), and gets sniffy about her going to AA meetings frequently. She expects my sister to behave like a partner to her ? doing all the paperwork in the house, dealing with the bank, putting petrol in the car and having it serviced, talking to builders, dealing with the inland revenue. Yet my mum is perfectly capable ? she?s not senile, stupid or ill, just lacking in confidence because my dad infantilised her by not involving her in any of the financial aspects of running the home throughout their married life. She expects my sister to attend social events with her, shop with her, give her lifts, drive her into town. All of which my sister does, despite often being very, very tired because of her long commute and her stressful job.
Dsis is desperate for us to discuss this as a family, but my mum is behaving in such a childish way about it. Whenever we raise the subject she says it?s too upsetting to talk about. My mum has ALWAYS done this whenever we raise any issue which makes her feel uncomfortable.
I can see mum insisting on staying in the house, and us all (but especially dsis) driving ourselves into the ground as she gets older, supporting her to live in a property which will eat up all of her income, and all of our time and energy. The house has no downstairs toilet, and she has no money to install one. She has arthritic knees and her mobility is getting worse. God knows what will happen when she can?t get up the stairs any longer, but no longer has enough equity in the property to buy a more suitable home. I also feel that she?s being very selfish to dsis, who will probably end up caring for her for the next decade, maybe even having to give up her job to do so, and then be left homeless after my mum?s death.
Mums friends, all well-off widows, are encouraging her not to allow us to ?bully? her, but I know mum hasn?t told them that she is on a very small income, and can?t afford to stay in the house without my sister there to pay for the upkeep of the property.
Anyway, my feelings about all this are getting a bit hot, because it?s stirring up old resentments against my mum, who I feel is very spoiled. I think my sister has had a hard life. My parents put her in a horrible boarding school at the age of 11 where she was bullied. They later left her living in a hideous bedsit with almost no financial support at the age of 17 and moved abroad. It was her choice at the time but it was very hard on her. She was young for her age and not at all streetwise. They left her not long after she had an abortion and she was ill and alone. She had a series of grim catering jobs over the next decade, and never had any financial help from them. Eventually she returned to college as a mature student and became a teacher. Paid her own way from start to finish.
I can?t stop thinking about her living as a young woman in her horrible bedsit, while they lived the high life in luxurious houses abroad. Even though she was very beautiful she never felt she deserved much, and so ended up going out with a selfish man for 18 years who refused to move in with her or have children. 18 years of ?dating?. Three nights a week staying at his house, while he expected her not to leave any of her things there, and would charge her interest if he lent her money for anything. Eventually she left him for another selfish shit, who encouraged her to sell her flat, then squandered all the equity from it on paying his debts. I still hold it against my parents that they were so tolerant of this person ? that they stood by doing and saying nothing while this man robbed my sister blind, hit her, and emotionally and financially abused her. Encouraged her to drink (he?s an alcoholic himself). I think my parents would have been a lot less forgiving of him if he hadn't been a barrister, whereas for me, this made his behaviour towards my sister even more psychotic and reprehensible. They have always been very snobbish about people?s professional status. (hence my dad not selling the house when he was alive ? wouldn?t consider moving into a semi-detached property as he felt it was his right to live in a detached house).
Anyway, this is a long post. I?m not sure what I?m expecting. I feel so angry with my mum who I find very self-pitying and self-centred.
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hungrylabrador · 17/10/2012 17:40
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