I will try to make this as short as possible. Have namechanged cause it's a bit of an embarassing situation and I KNOW I should never have got into a distance 'thing'. I 'met; someone nearly a year ago online and we got close very quickly. At the time I was told he made regular trips to the UK so on that basis I decided to give things a whirl and was expecting to have met months ago. That didn't happen for a big variety of reasons.
He lied a while into it and to all extents and purposes 'cheated' because he carried on sleeping with a girl he told me he no longer had any contact with. I am sure it was not a patch on the people who have experienced this in real time relationships and marriages but was still pretty upsetting for me.
I was upset by the lying to my face, but he did a lot of talking about things being different and so I decided to carry on.
Anyway the tihng that has got to me a lot lately is that I've asked for some small gestures of romance and so on (cringey to have to ask but I know not everyone is good at this sort of thing), not because I want expensive gifts, but because I felt that little gestures would help me to feel better. I felt this because I am a very romantic person and also I felt the fact of someone sitting down and taking some time out of their day to make that gesture would show a certain commitment to change and so on. But I've been met with a total brick wall which I find quite hurtful.
I think it's pretty much done and dusted now but I suppose I just wanted to ask people how important they find romance and whether they felt that if someone was not prepared to even send a card or a letter and so on if it meant they really couldn't give a crap about you, even if they say they do? Thats what it feels like to me anyway.
He has told me doing romantic gestures are not important, they are a chor, I've placed too much pressure on it, that i expect too much and so on. But he has also maintained for months that he is mad about me. And I feel that if someone really is then, erm, dont they WANT to do little things to show it?
I know this is a bit of an unusual situation and no I will NOT be getting into another one of these types of 'relationships' again..its just surprising to me how deeply this has hurt me and how upsetting it is to have someone say one the one hand they care very much for you but they don;t actually show it?
Hope this makes some sense. wine has been drunk tonight......
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How important are romantic gestures?
NoWaterAfterMidnight · 30/09/2012 00:22
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