Hi, don't know why I am posting really as I know dh and I have deep running problems and a total inability to communicate. I have posted about this for many years and have had a few different names.
At the moment he is ostracising me completely and the thing is, to avoid rejection I am not exactly talking to him either - definitely him who is doing the stonewalling though, with me just not bothering to say anything as know what kind of response I get (very cold one liners which are purely functional).
Last week I asked him on the phone if he would go and see a counsellor with me but got the very predictable response which I had expected - counselling is a pretentious thing, all I need to do is tidy the house (one of the big bones of contention between us but I think this is the presenting and not underlying issue) and then "he'll see" .
I am going to see a counsellor by myself (not a relate one, just a general one) and have decided to work on what I can control - ie. getting a job is my next priority. All my kids are at school now and I would love to work as a teaching assistant somewhere - when my youngest was in reception last year I did a course and also volunteered at my kids' school. I am just about to start volunteering at my kids' school again with a view to applying for jobs as and when they come up in any "near enough" schools. The problem with this is that in the current climate and with a lot of people wanting to work in school hours, I don't think they are very easy to get. I applied for six TA jobs at the end of the summer term last year and did not get even an interview.
Anyway I don't really know what I am asking but somehow I cannot believe I am in the position of being totally ignored by the person I live with. I think we have both damaged our relationship and would be more than prepared to discuss it, but what do you do if the other person has no apparent need / desire to relate to you at all?
This is the third long period of being ignored in the last 3 years - I managed to get dh to snap out of them the other two times (one was about 5 weeks long, the other about 8 weeks) but this time I somehow cannot be bothered. We have lots of general day to day problems as well (when we are talking), all of which could be discussed if he wasn't so defensive and quite to shout / blame. Mostly I am sick of the lack of affection between us and how critical/negative he is. I spend most weekends dreading the next complaint / criticism / sarcastic remark etc...
I am also doing an OU course but have not managed to start studying properly as I am distracted by all of this and would perversely like him to be interested in what I am doing . I am sure some of his behaviour stems from hurt but how can we ever work on this if he won't talk in a reasonable way?
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Stonewalling dh
curious2 · 18/10/2011 00:38
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