I had a first trimester miscarriage 3 1/2 years ago and mark today as my first babies birthday. I never knew if it was a boy or girl but I believe he was a boy. I don't want to post on the mis boards as I've been so lucky since and it would feel crass to post there. I am so far from being over my loss and I miss him so much. I tried to bury the grief but I don't want to do it anymore, I'm letting it out to try to stop it becoming a hard kernel of pain at the core of my being. He deserves a better legacy than that.
I just love and miss that darling wee one so much. No one else thinks of him and I wanted someone in the world to know that today was his third birthday.
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PinkSchmoo · 16/10/2011 23:23
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