argghhh!!
met a nice man a few months ago. nothing whirlwind or exceptionally romantic about it but it was nice having someone that i thought was interested. texting everyday, skypeing here and there all signs were that he was enjoying things the same as i was. planned a visit, went ahead, had a great time, he seemed to aswell, said he did anyway. still texting when i got home for about a week or so but all of a sudden, nothing. no message to say he was going to be busy or that he just wasn't as keen anymore. the last messages were all 'normal' as in no change in mood or anything. i'm so frigging pissed off with myself. why do i let myself bother to like people? what's the point of me even trying? i cant even trust my own judgement, i thought this guy was as keen as me. i sound like a real desperado and i fucking feel like one aswell but i'm not. wasn't looking for anyone when i met him, had resigned myself to the fact that i probably wouldn't meet anyone i liked. should have just ignored him. i dont want this to be my life. i cant do this again and again and make a dick out of myself. swear to god there need's to be some law passed that the right person has a secret neon sign that only you can see, save me all this fucking wasted energy.
rant over. sorry. just feeling sorry for myself.
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just so fucking hacked off and sick to death of myself
Booooooyhoo · 15/10/2011 23:41
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