I got married in a wonderful ceremony to a wonderful caring man earlier this year. Background is that my DH and I met two years ago, had a long distance relationship (he lived in Scotland, me in London) and I then moved up after we got married in Feb (ie we didn't live together beforehand). Tons has happened this year: I took voluntary redundancy in March from my old work because I wanted some time off for a few months to settle into married life and to be with DH. DH's grandfather died, my Dad had had a stroke right before the wedding, his work as a very busy teacher means he's under a lot of pressure, plus we live on the school site, as he's head of boarding.....as well as that, his position changed at the last minute due to redundancies at school which although a promotion, means there's also been a lot of work to catch up on. We also got a puppy in Aug who needs a lot of attention, but who I adore! To top it all off, we're about to start IVF next month because I've had two bad years of health due to hideous pelvic infection etc in Feb 2009 that has scuppered things for me.
So, thing is, we've argued quite a bit. He gets very stressed, and maybe it's a man vs. woman thing, but it seems to me that he just can't handle pressure very well. We had a hideous, emotional crying argument last night about stress, pressure, IVF, school, work...I was terrribly upset, as was he. I never imagined that 7 months in, we'd be having these chats. He says he just wants to make me happy. Which I am. But I clearly don't seem as Doris Day about it all as he'd like.... But it's been a big deal moving up from London and leaving behind all my friends and work to come here. Both our parents are about an hour away which is lovely, but I'm quite independant at times and used to bustling about....I love being at home and making a nice home for us, and he likes it too, especially as two nights a week he works late at boarding. The IVF has rather put a hold on what I do about looking for new work, as I'd like to at least get the crap stressy injection bit out of the way first and see how I feel before deciding. I should also (whispers it) mention that our sex life ain't great....which I miss a lot.
The arguments always blow over, he apologies for being a stressy plonker, I apologise for being a nagging harriden, and all is well. But we've had a few now, and I hate them. So sorry for the long post, but I'd love some thoughts on it all. Where can we go from here to make things better? I suspect I eventually need to get a job and meet more people, but equally, like making a nest for us. Bottom line is, we love each other so so much, but feel there are some issues to work out. I should also mention that when I asked him last night if he wanted to go through with IVF, that he was horrified that I'd even mentioned it, as he was desperate for children too. AGHH!
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