I'm 31 weeks pregnant, and feeling huge and rather hormonal. Yesterday had a stupid argument with my DH which was partially my fault, partially his. It escalated to the point where he stormed off to the pub leaving me in the house sobbing, feeling like an inconvenience, an irritant, and very much alone. I've had a lot of problems with this pregnancy, including high bp, GD, abdo pain, hip and pelvic pain, etc, and am signed off work til I start mat leave in 4 weeks. Anyway, when he came home I still wasn't feeling great, I had a splitting headache and abdo pains and felt very sick. He lost his temper in a major way. I KNOW he would NEVER hit me, but I was frightened of him last night. He screamed at me that I was pathetic, the woman he'd married would never be so pathetic, he's sick of having to do everything (for the record, my mum and I do all the housework between us, he rarely has to wash a pot), and other very hurtful things. He slammed the front door so hard he shattered plaster, he bodily stopped me from leaving the house, and if I'd had someone to call (parents away) to come and get me I would have.
Today we've agreed to try and salvage the weekend. He's brought me shopping to buy some expensive shoes I'd mentioned weeks ago I wanted. All I can hear in my head is him screaming how pathetic I am. And how I'm rude and always barging into people without apologising, making him ashamed to be out with me (did I mention I'm huge?). He's apologised for all of this. I feel on the verge of tears constantly. I don't want the fucking shoes. I want my husband, the one who doesn't think I'm pathetic and isn't ashamed to be seen with me. I just can't get this out of my head, I feel like I'm cracking up. Please help.
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featherbag · 25/09/2011 14:20
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