I know there will be many haters there who will judge me but I have gone through so many mixed emotions.
Married 10 years. DH critical of everything about me, rarely positive or complementary. Makes me feel bad. I think about leaving him but I have 2 DS, one pre school. Too much to cope with. I am the breadwinner and work full time. Very confident at work but feel not myself at home.
So I re-ignited a relationship with a friend a few months ago. He and I were briefly together before I married. He has been married all the time, and always told me he loved me. I love him but realise it can't go on. Too complicated. He told me he loves his wife and doesn't want anything to change. Now I feel rubbish about all of it. I have told him I need to end it as it is too painful. I feel so unhappy.
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onetruelife · 18/09/2011 12:34
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