I'm rapidly posting this to you as I have been out tonight for the first time being single and I was having a wonderful time. I even got up and had a dance.
I didn't drink too much as I don't like it really but it was enough to bring this on!
I can't stop crying! I have been so strong but right now I am crying with anger for him doing this to me in the first place and I'm crying with grief because I miss him.
I'm posting here so I don't message him with this. I am still strong enough not to do that.
It's just come over me so quickly, it hurts. If he loved me like he said he did why did he hurt me? Why did he want to control me and make me so sad? Why didnt his words match his actions? He said he wanted a future with me.
I hate myself for even going out let alone having a few drinks!
I'm so sorry that this is such a depressing post.
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