I know I have got to end my marriage because the effect of staying with H is making me so ill and unhappy. But I don't want to be lonely. He is going to make me fight really hard for terms. I can't begin to imagine the pain of seeing our DCs hurt by our separation. But I cannot stay. It will destroy me if I stay because I will continue to hate myself for being so weak and so manipulated by someone who tells me several times a day that he loves me but shows no love for me through his actions.
But I am so scared of the pain and the loneliness to come.
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backtothedrawingboard · 02/09/2011 17:53
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