Many of you have kindly followed my posts of the last six weeks under
"H has left my out of the blue after 20 years. I am so sad. " He left me for another W.
The messages which have been wonderful. Thank you all for your support.
But today I am so very very low. We have agreed to separate but I cannot seem to get over him. I have two kids 17 and 14 and I must, must move on, but I am finding it so difficult.
The trouble is I miss him so much. I want him here so much, but then I think I want the husband who loved me and he is so suddenly not that person any more. I cannot seem to get him out of my system. I should be really angry but instead I feel so desperate and bereft. I feel so alone. I am heartbroken, the pain is eating me and I am so low. I have no family nor any friends really as my life revolved around the family and work. I have been on anti depressants for a while anyway, so I do not want to take anymore. I saw a GP who simply gave me sleeping pills!
Could you give me some advice please on how to get through this? The anxiety is so intense. I must not have a breakdown. EiderXX
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Please help me survive my marriage breakdown. I am frightened
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