Started a thread about DP's issues/MIL issues a few days ago here. I'm posting on MN now because I don't have the guts to call my sister and my neighbours (good friends) are out. I've texted to see if they're coming back (he's on holiday and I think she is doing emergency housesitting with a v pregnant friend whose DH is also away) because I want to spend the night there.
'D'P is in the middle of building a computer and installing something. I had my headphones on so couldn't hear he was on the phone, took them off to show him something and he shouted "QUIET!" I then saw something totally unrelated was flashing (and had noticed it four hours ago) so I moved to turn it off and he shouted at me again and told me to go away. When I'd gone he started swearing at what he was working with.
I waited until he'd finished and he turned to me and said 'Now what?' What followed was (on my part) a calm request for him not to use that tone of voice with me again. He didn't get it, kept shouting that I didn't understand how important his project was, that he couldn't repeat the phone call and that a call to customer services (to sort out the missed info on the automated phone call) would be more hassle than treating me like an animal/small child (I asked him that outright).
He then told me that the reason I'd moved to turn the thing off (he brought it up) was that I was cross at being told to be quiet and I wanted to interfere in what he was doing. It's a totally separate system, he's works with IT for a living, he knows this. I explained (although I didn't see why I should have to) my reasons three times. Each time he just sneered and laughed as if I was trying to cover my tracks/deflect blame.
He sat back down and I said how sad it was that he didn't believe me - of all people - and would rather make up some convoluted psychological out-to-sabotage-me reasoning. Also pointed out that if I wanted to annoy him I could have just kept talking when he said "QUIET". He ignored me, carried on ignoring me and just snorted when I said he was ignoring me.
I cried silently for a few minutes, couldn't stop it being silent, he didn't notice/care, so I picked up my laptop & phone and came into our room (which is freezing). I'm shaking, have stopped crying. I can't believe how cold he is. I just can't. I'm so sorry for defending him to all those posters (have posted some things under my real MN name but have friends on here now so don't want to de-anon) who said these were red flags. I don't know what to do.
I feel so young and stupid. I'm just so glad we don't have DCs. We were even talking about it slowly (it's why I joined MN).
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Please can I have a bit of a hand-hold?
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