I almost didn't want to write this down, (don't want to see it in black and white, makes it more real)...
I haven't got any children, I've been with my partner for 2 years, we haven't had sex for 2 months and before that we hadn't done it for ages, I don't really mind but I was wondering if it's is a vital part of an adult relationship?
I don't drink or smoke, I go to the gym most days, I eat a nutritious diet.
We have started to, then when I ask him to put on a condom he just looses interest. (I have tried coil/pill-my hormones don't take kindly to being messed with!)
I am very scared of getting pregnant because I am very passionate about how I would want to bring children in to the world and want to wait until I get my degree before I put my all into my children.
I just don't feel sexy and this doesn't really bother me but somehow sex made me feel closer to him as we used to do it a lot when we first got together.
I do love him as he does me and we are very kind to each other, go walking together, gym, we really enjoy each others company.
Maybe we're just in a rut, I don't know how to get out of it- any help appreciated.
Thanks for reading
