DS was born at 33 weeks almost one year ago. Spent three weeks in NICU, two operations afterwards. He is now such a happy little thing, thriving and doing well. But I feel absolutely horrible and have done since it's been June. I keep having flashbacks to my waters breaking, middle of the night and it being still hot outside. driving to hospital and DH being so brilliant and steady. And getting to hold him for a minute before he went in the incubator and got wheeled away. And so on etc. Thought I was doing well but I'm absolutely dreading his birthday in a few days. I know a lot of families go through much worse but I feel like Im stuck. I just want him to have a lovely birthday but the thought of it is draining.
Argh. I think i just wanted to write this somewhere.
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Perspexheart · 10/06/2016 15:12
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