Hi ladies,
I’ve been feeling really down for the last few months and I am just posting to see if any users could give me some advice - basically I fell pregnant unexpectedly (4 months after giving birth to DD) I was breastfeeding at night, so thought this was an effective form of contraception. I have recently just finished my university degree in Adult Nursing and was going through a transitional phrase trying to get a job etc. We’ve been living off OH’s income for a while now and are barely meeting end’s meet, so there was no way we could afford another baby on the way. We made the decision to terminate the pregnancy (a decision not taken lightly, we tried to come up with alternative options in order to keep the baby), but it just wasn’t going to work. I went ahead and had the termination in May, initially I was relieved as I knew I was doing the right thing, but since then I’ve been wracked with guilt everyday - I am utterly devastated. A friend of mine is due her baby in December (the same month I was due) and I’m finding it so difficult to be around her. I hate myself so much for being like this. Has anyone been in a similar position and can offer some advice? Sorry for the long post. Nobody knows about this, so I can’t talk to anyone.
Thanks in advance,
Carly x
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MrsMcKenzie · 03/08/2018 23:19
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