This is pretty long, but I just need to write it all down as I feel like I'm in shock right now.
I had e medical termination on 17th May. Had all the pills on the same day and passed (what I thought) was the whole pregnancy later that night.
I then proceeded to bleed for the next three weeks. Some days it was like a heavy period, some days it tapered right off. I also had some terrible cramps but I thought this was considered to be normal, so just tried to get on with things.
I then took a pregnancy test three weeks later which showed a strong positive. I was rescanned at the clinic and told I had retained products and to take another dose of the pills but that it was only a little bit and it shouldn't be as bad as the first time around.
Later that evening I began to bleed - gushing blood and passing clots the size of my hand, every 30 mins for about two hours. Then it was every 10 mins, then every five.....this went on for about three hours. I have never seen so much blood in my life.
At this point I was feeling so faint, I called 111 who sent an ambulance and was taken to A&E. I continued to gush blood and clots, still showing a positive pregnancy and was admitted to the gynaecology ward who kept me in overnight.
By this point I had passed 17 of these enormous clots and god knows how much blood. By the next morning, it had slowed to almost nothing, like a tap had just been turned off? It was so strange but the doctors said they were confident that everything had probably passed and sent me home.
I still continued to bleed, but it was again like a normal period. Then suddenly, two days ago, I started bleeding heavily again and started losing more enormous clots. My partner was able to drive me to A&E and as we arrived and I stood up, I felt this massive gush and clots just shooting out of me. I managed to waddle to the toilet where I had another huge loss and it went all over the floor. By this point I was pretty much hyperventilating and thought I was going to pass out.
They again admitted me to A&E and started me on TXA tablets to try and stop the bleeding. I was sent back to the gynaecology ward who told me that this time they would scan me to see exactly what was left, which they did and again, there was retained tissue.
So, two medical abortions had essentially failed and I was then told I would need an ERPOC surgery to remove everything.
I had the surgery and then spent another night in hospital with my blood pressure going as low as 90/50. Doctor said he was confident it had all been removed and that should be the end of it.
I feel so traumatised by all of this and although I am no longer bleeding, for the first time in over a month, I am so paranoid that I am still bleeding from my uterus but that it's just pooling inside me and I will start gushing blood and clots again at any second. I'm also having bad cramps.
Has anyone else been through something similar? Did it finally work? I feel like I've had three terminations in the last month and I'm just petrified that there is something wrong with my uterus and I'm going to start bleeding again.
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PissySugarPuffs · 16/06/2018 19:33
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